Porshe Im glad you told your full story as I didn't know until now ! Im sorry you had a blighted ovum too it sucks hey when you sit waiting for a D&C knowing they are going to rip everything out of you and all you get afterwards is pain and sorrow,
I know I am older than you are but after my D&C it took absolutely ages for AF to return to any kind of normal around 75days after D&C it was so frustrating but now at last I seem to be back on track but it has taken 8mnths and Ive also tried VItex and now chinese meds to ( warm my womb up ) sounds dreadful but I am too old to go on clomid and will try anything within reason, seems to be working for me though as I now get a good bleed and around 29day cycle so thats good as I did go through a time of 33 days then the next one would be 18days so frustrating ! Anyhow thanks for sharing your story and I am very pleased you could join in and hopefully get some comfort on your journey into another BFP !
Thanks Sunbeam and Ferrals XX I know I'd be worried If I felt nothing too, and the cramps are very dull and light for most part of my day today, which is fine by me. It's just silly, I can only imagine this NOT working, I can imagine the dreaded phonecall and all, but I cant imagine it working out for the good. I know it's weird, as much as I feel hope deep down, I guess my brain is trying to protect my outside shell to the outside world!
Anyways, just wanted to let you darling girls know, that I got my long awaited letter in the mail...........We have 12 more Blasties on ice! EEEKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!! So that's 13 in total!!!!
13 is not the luckiest of numbers, I miscarried on the 13th, but because we had 12 blasties from this cycle on ice, and Harvey no2 from last one, the no13 doesn't count!
DH is out celebrating my good mood with a few boys and more than a few beers, I'm headed off to start reading NewMoon.......Oh I'd love to get my hands on this Edward Vamp, Mmmm!!!!!
Hey, speaking of being totally in love with a book character, I have a TMI warning comming up girls, so read ahead if your game!
Well, a few of you ladies already know, I commented the other day about the 'Lacking of nookies' I have had in the past month, well, am still totally to scared to, esp with all this cramping, I'm scared I will bring the cramping on again, well, getting to the point....I have found that I am getting aroused so easily, like watching people get it on, on the TV, (reading Twilight), just thinking about getting some love'n, makes me totally crazed up, and it sort of makes me cramp afterwards, and really...ummm....wet down there. I have never experienced this before, it's like I'm damn horny all the time! But I try not to be, cuz the more I feel turned on, the more I twinge 'down there'.
Murrycod-you dirty little hussy lol reminds me of myself sometimes i just go and prance around DH in underwear that gets him going and i get what i want out of him he he see us red heads always get what we want.
MurryCod - two things.. no three actually, but I'll get to the third in a minute. I have heard many times, and remember too, that progesterone (esp. pessaries for some reason) can make you cramp lots (actually four things but I'll get to that too). Second, I was horny as all hell when I was pg - we called it pg porn (warning TMI coming up) I could roll over in bed and bam!, I just couldn't control it. So, that's the first two things I wanted to say that sound positive to me but we all know our own bodies so only you can tell BUT like Ferrals said, don't drop your bundle yet! I also wanted to say that I totally understand that you can only imagine it not happening because that was exactly how I felt, it was all I knew, just BFNs, but as Crafty put it so well, miracles happen and I got a BFP so you can too! And fourthly - wow!! 12 BLASTIES!!! You better take up knitting 'cause Crafty won't be able to keep up with your babies at this rate That's amazing good news and lots to be excited about - I can just imagine how proud your DH is (men are so funny) And lastly, to you and everyone who has shared their story...
...just wanted to say how touched I am by everyone's stories, I feel very honoured to be able to share this time with you all and as a few of you have said, you think you know where everyone is sort of up to but there is so much you don't know and I feel humbled by everyone's experiences. After I wrote mine I almost went straight back to edit it 'cause I felt like there was just too much said so thank you for letting me share it with you and for sharing yours too (I would put a group hug icon here but can't find the icons anymore - having an air-head moment probably they are here somewhere...) Anyway, rambling now so better get to bed.
...and thanks again to Lenny for setting us up here. Night x
I woke this morning with another temp rise to 36.81 and i have noticed a metalic taste in my mouth yesterday and today i have only ever noticed it once before when i was pregnant with my first son i still am 95% sure i am not pregnant but the signs my body is giving me is really cruel why does AF symptoms and pregnancy symptoms have to be so similar.
I am watching foxtel and there is a show i didn't know i was pregnant and a lady just had twins and didnt even know she was pregnant no belly no weight gain nothing wouldnt that be nice.
Just a really really quick one. I'll do personals later on. AF arrived so it's on to "ding ding" round 8 of clomid. I'll start pill popping tomorrow and wait till BDing time! I Hope every one has a great day!
Well Ferrals fingers crossed for you my girl we deserve to be the next BFPs in here ! I am also having a real hard time with my body, I went to the craft fair in Perth today and have been looking forward to it for ages as its only once a year, well as soon as I got up this morning I felt sick then my head started pounding and I felt so faint, anyways off I went to the show and really struggled the whole day with nausea and feeling faint, all the food smelt dreadful and I also have a sh*t tasted in my mouth, My boobs feel sore every now and then too ( but have this overwhelming feeling that I am not pregnant )
DH bought a chrystal clear pg test on the way home as he said I look really rough and he dream't I was UTD the other night ! Well I am too chicken to do the test keep going in the toilet and peeing in the bowl quick so I can't do the damn test ! I am so scared of seeing 1 line again so I have to get through the next few days feeling sh*t, but with these damn tests sitting there taunting me !!!!!! HELP I am day 27
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