I feel exactly the same N2L this game in life really sucks, its such a huge thing in life to have a child and when you are ready to do it is big! its a really big life changing descision!! then to try over and over again to go through the whole LTTTC journey only to feel like the more you do the more you seem to watch your dream of having a baby get further and further away!
all the hormones and drugs mess with your body and your mind just as a kick in the guts.
i kinda have a plan B,it prob just a dream... but its tucked in the back of my mind and maybe just a dream that may not come true but i tell it to myself to stop myself from going too deep into despair and dissapointment.... it is when i get so down, i look up surragacy on the web!!! i think well maybe i could have another lady carry my bub!!!! ( there are heaps out there willing if u look,and plenty of people have done it)
i dont know that id actually do that but i tell myself thats an option" just so i dont feel so hopeless!!
hell ive even looked up "uterus transplant"
big HUGS N2l and all of you dear girls having to walk on this journey too xoxoxo i so understand and i right here walking it with you, not giving up xxoxoxo even if i dont post much im allways around!
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N2L. Is surrogacy an option? 
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