Hi guys!
Well I have started spotting.
I know that it can be normal to spot but I am not going to hold out much hope.

I will probably hang here till friday and let you all know the results of my BT or if I start to bleed fully but after that I am going to need to take a break.....probably a long one and possibly a forever one.
We most likely will not do another IVF cycle.................. and if we do it wont be for a long time. and if that is the case then its time to stop TTC altogether for us. Its been a long frustrating 9 years and I have devoted so much time to becoming a mother I think that I have pretty much forgotten who I am.

I know I can get pregnant on my own(done it 4 times this year)......so it could still happen but the doc said there is not much hope of me staying pregnant with a naturally concieved baby.

Anyway I will keep you updated on my situation but please understand why I wont be around much if at all after that

I did want to thank you all for you wisdom and support through all of this!
Cazz