Hi everyone, I have soooooo been having BB withdrawals but boy has my amount of studing improved.

Good luck everyone on the tww express, I am finishing my tww tomorrow but already know its BFN again, I have shocking cramps etc so unless it is completely evil implantation I think PMS has set in.

Well DH went in to have his varicocele procedure today, but guess what? didn't get it done. The silly hospital booked him in for the wrong procedure and we had to come home. It was really the straw the broke the camels back for me. I have been thinking about changing FS for a few weeks now and have already made another appointment with a different FS which is in July, but I am definately not going back to the current one. The lack of backup we have has is just unreal. Poor DH was sitting in the waiting room before we found out that the booking had been mucked up and he said to me this doesn't sound right, sure enough it wasn't. The poor guy rang 3 times to confirm that he was booked in for the right thing too as I kept saying are you sure about a few things. I actually was telling him just to pull out and not go through with it when they came out and told us.

So I am going back to my gynea in a couple of weeks to get the new referral and take it from there. I am also going to stop the clomid until after I see my gynea and get some idea about having it monitored properly.

Sorry about the lack of personals, I am a bit stirred up about the whole thing and am about to don the sneakers and go for a walk to the bottle shop for a nice bottle of red.