Hi Kbaby *waves* - hope you ttc journey isn't for too much longer and you have a BFP really soon.

Jane - Nice to see you back around lovely and feeling better.

Well is seems the BFP express has run out of coal, I'll get some more and we'll get it up and chugging along again.

I have spent this week adjusting my mind set and I feel better. I am not going to focus on this ttc journey quite as much because I feel as though as each month is going on I am slowly losing myself. I used to be such a happy carefree positive girl. I have turned into a moody, depressed, negative, sad girl. That is not me and I don't like her!! In 12 months time I am going to Europe, I am going to see places I have always wanted to see & visit people who are very dear to me I haven't seen in a very long time. We are also going to take foster children into our home as soon as we get back. It is something I have always wanted to do and DH in the last week has said he is ready to start the qualifying process, so we have. So while our inner pain of not being able to have a child of our own goes on, we are so happy and excited that in a little over 12 months time we are going to provide a home for a little one who needs one.

xox