Jane - I just read yor post and gave the recruitment company a call. He said I am glad you called, we are almost there, I'll be in touch before 4pm. I am unsure what this means?? Well I guess I will before 4 pm.

I feel great about not putting myself on hold anymore. Don't get me wrong I think I want this baby more than ever, but I cannot sit around waiting for it. The reality is we are going to need IVF but before that we need our break and our trip next year.