Cazz - I must have been typing as you were posting........ I'm so sorry that 2005 has been so terrible for you, and even though i don't know what it must be like to have so many BFP, that in turn end with a M/C, I have had M/C's over the years, so I can feel your pain. I also know exactly how you feel about SIL being pg. My SIL has just gone 12 weeks and i too had to deal with it all over xmas. I'm at a stage now where I can't even look at her, and it is a constant reminder of what I can't have. Chin up Cazz, we're all thinking of you in here.....

Hugs :hugs: