Dear Starbright.... I'm so sorry.
I understand how devastated you're feeling - I'm sure many of us here do...and yet your pain probably feels like no-one else's right now.
I too wonder about when is it time to call it quits. Your heart will guide you.
Just found out a very good friend is pregnant again. Been off BC for 2 months! I thought I'd feel gutted, but I'm actually really happy for them....does make me think, what have I done to deserve this roller coaster of some almost 2 years now......

Please take care everyone. I posted this elsewhere, but thought I'd share it here... I read this in a fortune cookie on Chinese New Year day - "Faith makes all things possible. Love makes all things easy. Hope makes all things work"....after which, my second fortune cookie (because I'm greedy!) said" Your plans are going to succeed".

Let's hope!