Lil Chookie, I understand your heartache and need for some time away... When our IVF failed I did the same thing, and took one giant step away from all things TTC and pregnancy.... look after your heart...

Jano ](*,) love pet sweet... stay strong and remember all things good come to those who wait... I used to think "oh for *&%@ sake what is going to happen next" Now honey, I just roll with the punches and i have also learnt we need to be in top shape to conceive and let the surgeons/specialist etc be as thorough as possible... In the last 6 months I have had 5 anaesthetics....but i know at the end of the day, I have done eveything in my power to have a child and will never have any regrets with whatever way it should chose to go.....

Take a deep breath and remember to......breathe

love leis xx :hbeat: