Shezabelle, I always had a feeling you and I were going to go round the same time again! We both had our cycles cancelled pretty much the same time and not tomorrow we both have our transfers! Wishing you all the luck in the world!! Hope we both have some great news in a couple of weeks!
Ladies, I need to vent... I really shouldn't be getting so worked up the day before transfer BUT my brotherinlaw called me today and told me if I was ready to be an Aunt again! His wife is pregnant!! They just started trying!! I was sooo happy for them...UNTIL they said, cmon we have to go together!! We want out kids to grow up together!! Your turn is just around the corner!! I can not tell you how this broke my heart!! Are people really this insensitive!?!?!?!!? They have known what I have been going through for over 3 years and it's like they choose to be ignorant!!
To top it off, I had my 2 sisterinlaws and motherinlaw ringing me to know if i'm ok!!! can you believe that!! Of course I told them I was happy as I wouldn't want them to think I have ill feelings toward her cause I don't.. I just think they could have handled it better.
I haven't stopped crying..still am actually... I just don't know if I can handle another let down... ESPECIALLY NOW!!
My DH just does not understand and I need to calm down... but what if this cycle doesn't work?? I want to stay positive but I am scared. I want to pretend tomorrow isn't a big deal but how?
Anyway, I need to get some rest.... and with all your blessings.. tomorrow is the new beginning I have longed for... fingers crossed!
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