Ptsd is likely to strong a term but I am finding it really hard to put my finger in how I feel so I think it probably is a good time to talk to someone as it is impacting on day to day life. V glad to know I'm not alone though.

Myturn, I hope when your little one arrives, you get some healing from your journey, it's funny because I always thought I'd be miraculously healed once I became a mum but ltttc has defined who I am now in so many ways so time to work on that xxx