LTTTC and Secondary Infertility - What are your experiences?

[twollamas]

Hugs to you both! I'm sure you are both amazing mums -and that's precisely why you sometimes feel guilty about 'not being good enough' xx

I totally hear you Miss B - I have to consciously remind myself to smile at the pregnant women I pass rather than glare at them

[Sarah4kurt13]

Yep hand up here too, I must somehow not deserve another baby because mine is shared care with my ex her father! He has her as much as me so I don't have her all the time like other mums usually do in break ups!
But then I just tell myself to get a grip lol... Yeah right! How hard it is to get a grip on this sec IF thing!
The whole thing plays on your mind like a very long very bad movie!
I'm doing donor eggs I swear if It will help. I'm tired of trying new things over n over to only fail.
It's no wonder why it's hard to stay positive! It's the longest and hardest battle of my entire life soul searching and destroying if I let it get me down and reality is you have to be made of stone for it not to get you down.

My best friend is pregnant and due the day before my mc would have been.
Argh!
I'm still here after soooo long! I get to watch the babies around me grow while I'm still at the ttc stage so wishing our turn would come next. :-/.

I want to run and hide from the pregnants!
But have to pretend I'm fine and I'm not really.

Big hugs xoxo