LionsandBears, Thanks for the welcome!

Yes I am currently on the 50mg. I don't have any mid cycle scans. Just the BT on CD21. I have had my tubes checked with the coloured dye thing that they do (I am so bad at remembering all the names of things) and everything appeared fine. That's when my OBGYN got me on Clomid. I'm trying this for up to 6 months, then he said after that the next stage would be trying IVF a couple of times, THEN doing the lap to check for endo. He doesn't want me having surgery without trying everything else first.

After trying the Clomid for 6 months that will be over 3 years of trying.
To be honest, I'm not sure (and never have been) if I even want to go the IVF route. I'm tired. So very tired and drained. IVF is expensive (I know that shouldn't matter, but it does) and I've always had a "if it's meant to be, it will happen" kind of attitude to life. I think IVF it's self is a wonderful wonderful thing, but for me I feel like I wouldn't cope with it well. Maybe we aren't meant to have kids and can go travel the world instead. *sigh* Can you adopt without having tried IVF?

So this Clomid stage might be my last foray. I really hope it works.

L&B, maybe we both need to shake of these grumps somehow.