well, i'm out of the race.
i brought my blood test forward by one day because i got some red spotting this morning. so i got tested today and as predicted, it was negative.
feeling a bit empty; even though i expected it to be negative i was still holding onto some hope. i'm going to take a break from ivf for a while and go back to the old fashioned way - our problem was mfi and dr thinks that's been resolved now so he says there's no reason why we can't try naturally. i feel a bit sceptical though since it hasn't happened with all the scientific help - can't imagine it happening now naturally. but i can't go on with ivf at the moment - too drained emotionally. in fact, i generally feel very over it and until a couple of days ago i was going to give up altogether. but i'm not going to give up. this has to work.
thanks for all your thoughts guys. it's been lovely being here. i'll probably keep stalking and will keep my fingers crossed for those of you who are still in the tww. i wish you all the very best!
The break from this stressful process may be all you need - here's hoping. Stay well and healthy. K
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