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Oh Amy, I'm wishing so hard for a BFP on Wed for you
Do you have family or friends to help you get by and keep your sanity until then?
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oh sweetheart - sorry babe
POAS this morning and still got a bfn so I think I'm out. Have my blood test on wed morning, im not going to poas again between now and then - its to depressing
Good luck to everyone xxxthere's still a chance - but I agree... bfn on POAS suck!!!
look after yourself and make sure you get a big
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TTL I hope that line keeps getting darker and there is another bfp in here, I will keep stalking ;-)
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I'm visualising you going in and out of strange overseas pharmacy like agent 86 in Get Smart......Myturn- I know the scared feeling. There is a pharmacy right next door to my hotel and I have gone in twice and then wimped out of buying a test. I think I'm looking a bit suss now.
don't do it... just wait until you get home, and get the BT..... it's just a waste of money anyway!!!! having said that.... i did notice you were CD 35 ...... is that normal for you????? if AF hasn't arrived yet... it think it's a good sign!!
nope.... still no POAS for me.... seriously, I'm not interested at all!! if it's gunna stick it will stick, and no use me trying to second guess it.... I have to get BT anyway, and if AF is gunna arrive she will before then... so I'll know this week, and I REALLY REALLY don't want to jinx myself...!!!!MyTurn - your restraint is incredible! Is today the day four POASif it is I have fx for you honey!!!
FX your little pink line keeps getting darker and darker
AFM..... still waiting!.... went to the gym for the first time since EPU, and god the heart rate up VERY quickly, my personal trainer was a bit surprised! I think she thinks it's a good sign... but I'm still just trying to not get my hopes up... (although today is a positive day in general). A little bit of twinges this afternoon.... so.... ???? I keep going to the loo and imagining I'm going to wipe and it will be red...... so far... no such thing...day 31 today....
i thought my boozies were a bit sore this arvo..... and still a bit lightheaded at times.... CM still a bit more slippery than usual.... that's prob the main sign, cause usually it's only a day before AF, and it's been three days now.... (but hey... i could STILL be imagining things....)
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myturn - I got butterflies in my tummy when I saw you'd posted because I thought you might have had some news, ha ha ha!
Well, good on you for sticking to your guns and not POAS if that's what feels right for you... even if it's driving the rest of us crazy!
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i have a bad feeling girls..... teenie tiny bit of brown crinone i just found in the shower....
gunna think positive and try to ignore it... but....
well... there's no tears yet.... I'm still feeling matter of fact about it... cross your fingers for me xxx
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myturn - FX that it's just the fall out we get with that stuff
AFM - back at work today bruises and all - interesting how people do and don't respond to black eyes lol - but glad i'm successfully completed 1dpt! Also resisted the urge to google anything on embryo implanting, which i'm amazed at...now to keep on this track and let the sticky glue take hold
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my turn- thats awful to see, but I've had a bit of it already and am no where near getting af, so could be anything. FX for you hun xx
thirdtimelucky- glad to help, I am always good luck to everyone else- except myself
Sticky vibes everyone else, I wish we could all get bfps- imagine all of us LTTCAC babes taking over the bellybuddies thread!
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This is definitely reassuring thanks Saffy, but hard not to feel negative...
Would be so awesome if we all had a bellybuddies thread together.... so so awesome..!!! FX for all of us...
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MyTurn hang in there honey - I have a good feeling for you this cycle. Your restraint and courage has been so inspiring to me, and I really hope this month your dream comes true. I have never used Crinone so I can't provide any feedback that will be relevant but from what I've heard that stuff can come out with old blood anytime - old implantation blood maybe? Saffy's feedback is inspiring (and saf could that be a bit of good implantation action happening for you? I certainly hope so!)
Amyjb - I've been thinking about you all day - since I read your morning post. It's still not too late for your magic bfp. I'm sorry you are feeling flat and a bit sad, but I have everything crossed for you that you'll get your bfp and a happy ending to this cycle.
Kimbe well done on 1dpt!! Not so good re the bruises, I hope you are being look after by DH.
Miss B thanks for asking - my blood test is on Wednesday. I'm counting down and praying for good news. I want to believe a bfp is possible but I just can't believe it could happen. And if it does, I'm praying my hcg level will be high enough to stay pregnant...... Still a second pink line tonight - but symptoms seemed to disappear today, which has me a tad concerned.
Hang in there Amyjb and my turn - I'm thinking of you girls !!
I hope we do get our bfp's and we do get to stay together and I just want to say - to all the amazing ladies who I've stalked and become friends with over the last few weeks, to those of you strong enough, brave enough with such big hearts to keep coming back - to make time to answer questions from newbies (like me) - over and over again, probably the same questions a lot of the time, thank you.
You give up your time to help others on a journey you have been on for a long time yourselves. Somehow you find the grace and generosity to counsel and support others, even when you are sad, or hurting yourselves. I think you are amazing, beautiful and strong women. And I believe that you will get your miracle, because you have karma on your side.
From the bottom of my heart thank you. You never give up and it's a privilege to have been able to share my journey with you. I don't want to miss anyone here but saffy, Amyjb, n2l, my turn, mrs mac, miss b, - you deserve medals.
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Amyjb - sorry your not seeingthat second line hun. I hope it shows up soon. Know that I am thinking of you and have everythig crossed you do not need to do another cycle.
Myturn - it is not unusual for me to go 6 months with no af but on average range from 35 to 61 days (bit of a range I know). So I am trying to be realistic whilst not dashing all hope. Fingers crossed for you that your bt on wednesday is positive.
Looks like there will quite a few of us having bt on Wednesday. My official day is tomorrow but I dot fly home until 7pm so have to wait. Still no spotting, cramps have disappeared but occasional back ache and sore boobs. The truth is I don't trust my body but am trying to remember it is not over yet. This will be the first time dh will be around when I get bt results. Normally I have time to have a cry ad pull myself together before delivering the news and Im more scared of him seeing how much it actually hurts me than it being anything. On the other hand if it is a bfp that will be pretty exciting. Tomorrow dh and I have been married three years. Stay tuned to see I there is a bfp as a present (if I find the courage to buy the test!).
Sorry for the me post. I am thinking of you all, just home sick, scared and down tonight.
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So I know I said I would poas today but I am chickening out! I just can't do it. So I guess I will wait for bt tomorrow.
Hope everyone is doing well xxx
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Good luck tomorrow Keta. I have my FX for you.
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Good luck Keta, Amy, myturn with your BT's this week.
I will be in here on Saturday (god willing) EPU Thursday, Transfer Saturday.
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keta- sorry you are feeling homesick, hopefully time flies quickly and you are home safe and sound soon. Don't fret about not poas, its very hard not to get the result you want so if you are already feeling fragile, don't risk it ( although hopefully you will get a nice surprise phone call tomorrow)
thirdtimelucky- hope you get a good number tomorrow!
myturn- I know that feeling, sorry you are feeling negative
kimbe- sticky vibes hun
afm- feeling like this cycle hasn't worked already ( 5dp2dt, I know, I know) my 1 embie didn't make it to the freezer so this is it! Will prob do one more stim then have a break for my 40th birthday. Not sure where to go from there. Not feeling anything and i know its early but I have an intuition its not going to work. The pregnyl has made me balloon out into looking 6 months pregnant- not good, grrrr bloomin' tww!!
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Keta thinking of you have a safe flight home and FX for a great result tomorrow.
Saffy - hang in there luv you've got a few days to go yet, and the fat lady is a long way from singing!!
My turn I hope you are feeling better, and a bit happier!
Vic look forward to welcoming you sat - best of luck with egg pick up and transfer.
I hope everyone else is feeling happier this afternoon
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Hmmm... It's getting browner....
Feeling a bit matter of fact about it ATM. Whatever happens will happen....
It sucks though. Cause I was feeling positive about it too. Seriously wish I was thinner so I couldn't blame myself for the crapness.
Sorry It's all about me. I'm not really able to process everything else. Think I'm in a dissociative fugue. Maybe it's one of the frosties that are going to stick.
I just want a baby before I turn 36. So next month is the last chance.
No tears yet.... DH has booked a valentines dinner. Love him. So will hopefully be able to enjoy it without any cramping coming on suddenly. FX it's all my imagination and it's just old blood like you guys have all tried to reassure me.
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GL to everyone testing tomorrow & this week.
myturn, sorry that the brown spotting is upsetting you, hopefully it's a bit of old blood from implantation site. FX for your BT tomorrow.
Happy Valentine's Day ladies
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