Damn, I just wrote a post and it disappeared.

Sorry for being MIA. It's a combination of having no computer access at home and being in a bad space for the last few days.

CK, I hope you and your DH have sorted things out. I am that your BT (which is today, isn't it?) brings positive news! Please, please, please.

kmm, how you going? I hope you're in a better place than you said you were the last few days. Not many days now till our joint BT.

AFM, it's not been good. I ran out of a type of drug I needed on the weekend which could only be made up at a compounding pharmacy during weekdays. Of course, I didn't know this. My FS was overseas and there was nothing I could do. I've had spotting since Monday and heavy spotting at that for the last two days. (Sorry if TMI). I spoke to my FS this afternoon. I wanted to bring my BT forward as it doesn't look like it has worked - again - and I'm sick of being a pin cushion. Because of a pregnyl shot on Sunday, he said I'll still test positive until next Sunday. My BT was Monday anyway, so only one day difference. He said there's a definite link between not having this drug and my spotting. I blame myself anyway for each cycle not working - rightly or wrongly - and now I definitely have myself to blame. Sorry guys but I am not in a good space still.

I am really praying for good news for you both, though!