LTTTC Two Week Wait 2010 #2

[chekigal]

Christina - big hugs to you hon.... I am so sorry that this didn't work out how you wanted... hope you are coping ok?

Melissal - Have everything crossed for you for a BFP hon -

K78 - The 2WW can be very stressful and anxious - I have decided not to focus too much on symptoms etc. I have had sore bbs at each of my 2WW which has turned out to be nothing more than the drugs I am on.

I have got to the stage that what will be will be. I have a 25% chance of a successful outcome with 2 x Day 3 embies transferred at 2.5 out of 4 rating - so not putting much hope on a positive outcome - though understand how hard it is not to allow the mind to drift and wonder what it would be like to have a BFP.

Just keeping everything in perspective atm. Chances are low and although I want to keep positive, am trying to keep my hopes in check.

[*beannaithe*]

I've decided that I've been on the ttc wagon too long because I keep on comparing symptoms now to what they were when tc naturally - I am going bonkers . Still have normal sized, normal feeling boobs. Sorry tmi but when doing the pessary thing, my cervix is wayyyy low and in amongst all the progesterone goo, feels like cm is watery which is a sure AF sign for me. I know I shouldn't even be trying to compare natural ttc to ivf because it will do preciesly what it is doing and drive me mad. Force of habit though. Two more sleeps to go. Chekigal and K78, hope you are both travelling well

[chekigal]

Oops... Just had signature violation... Thank for warning loops

Hopefully all fixed now.

[chekigal]

Had my mid luteral bt today - had message on phone saying all is fine for today but to call clinic first thing tomorrow. Have a feeling that I will need to go an pessaries - which continues to confirm my thoughts that this round hasn't worked.

[K78]

Hi Chekigirl
What test is that? Is that just the test to make sure your hormone levels are good to hold the embryo? I have to take Crinone gel twice a day to keep mine at the correct level. What's a pesserie?? SOrry, bit confused.

[chekigal]

Hey K78 - Pessaries are exactly what Crinone is. Each other attempt has seen me use this since EPU, but for some reason not this time.

The test is as you guessed, to check hormone levels.

Will see what they say tomorrow morning.

[*beannaithe*]

, bugger. ICSI #2 is booked with EPU tentatively booked for August 16th. Onwards and upwards and good luck Chekigal and K78, FX for some lovely for you both.

[chekigal]

Well I was wrong! Hormone levels fine without pessaries.... Yay!!

Took until this afternoon for FS to call me - but happy with this result so far.

8 days to go!

[chekigal]

Melissal - OMG - Just posted and missed your reply - big hugs hon.... hope you are coping ok! Sending you positive vibes for your next attempt.... wish I knew exactly what to say here - but words fail me ...

[K78]

Melissa, I'm so sorry about your result. FX your next pregnancy brings you your BFP. I'm really not sure how you must be feeling but I hope you have a supportive partner by your side.. x

Chekigirl, good news re your result. Now it's just waiting waiting waiting for us. I am starting to go insane and manicly googling to see when I can HPT but am resisting all temptation. I've only been waiting for 7 days - terrible. Feeling no symptons at all so not feeling good about getting a BFP but you just never know I guess. I have days of feeling positive but I think I'm scared to feel too positive in case it's a BFN. I'm sending love to the embryo though :-) feels silly but hey, worth a try!

[K78]

Chekigal what clinic are you at in Perth? I'm at Hollywood with Dr Turner.

[chekigal]

Chekigal what clinic are you at in Perth? I'm at Hollywood with Dr Turner.

Hey K78 - I am now at Pivet - had my first three attempts with Turner. Hollywood don't do donor so changed this year to one of the only two places I could find locally that did donor gametes.

GL and FX - let's pray for BFP's!

[Brunette]

Melissa and Chamomille, I'm so sorry to hear that it didn't work for you this cycle. Melissa, it's good that you're focusing on your next lucky cycle in August, and I think you said you're planning a lovely holiday over Xmas with hubby so that's good.

Hi to all the other ladies in the TWW and GL to you all.

[chekigal]

Caved in and did HPT today -came up negative... not holding out much hope.

AF due tomorrow.

[K78]

Chekigal isn't it too soon to do a HPT? Your test isn't til 6 May. I'm tempted to do one but not sure if it will be accurate as I'm not due for my BT til Monday and I may still have Pregnyl in my system. Had my last shot a week today. What do you think?

[CK77]

Chekigal & K78 - I just popped in to see how everyone was. Good luck with your BTs next week. Try not to cave and POAS

Chrissy xx

[K78]

Well I caved and did a HPT! Couldn't help it. It's not looking good. One line extremely faint and one line really dark - if I was pregnant both would be really dark right? Is there still hope?? Official BT on Monday :-(

[chekigal]

K78 - not too sure what all this means. I did a HPT that supposedly can pick up pregnancy 7-9 days after conception. Well I am now 10 days after we 'conceived' so I don't know.... people are telling me it's too early.

As for your faint line - it may be a good thing... I didn't have a faint line at all.... just one big fat negative line!

I did another HPT today which was also the day that I had my Pregnyl injection and came up with another negative - so no false positives here!!!!