LTTTC Two Week Wait 2012 #2

**Saffy** · April 28th, 2012, 09:11 AM

myturn- don't poas - my last bfp I didn't and got such a great surprise hearing I was pregnant from the nurse. I was the same- didn't want to jinx myself-and had heaps of cramping the night before, was sure af was coming. Hold on, its BT soon x

**Joeve** · April 28th, 2012, 04:47 PM

Ok I am here. I have recovered from the shock of this morning and I am PUPO

1 x partial blast
1x morula
Ho hum.
Off the crinone and on to a pregnyl shot tomorrow, this has been such a choppy changing ride!

Lots of sticky vibes everyone

**nothing2lose** · April 28th, 2012, 05:24 PM

Seeing you're feeling better, I am going to congratulate you now on being PUPO

But be warned, pregnyl is no fun

**me4ever** · April 28th, 2012, 05:47 PM

Hi Joeve - Welcome to the TWW! Yay your PUPO... I'm sending you lots of baby dust and am keeping my fingers and toes crossed for you!

**Saffy** · April 28th, 2012, 06:02 PM

Yay Joeve, its a rollercoaster isnt it??

Pregnyl is making me HUNGRY as anything, luckily we are going out for a belated anniversary dinner and having a 7 course degustation menu, I;ve been eating all day and am still hungry and looking forward to it!

I had some slight cramping last night, otherwise nada. Anyone else??

See you soon amy, thats cute you bought a nappy bag. I wish I was brave enough to buy stuff but I don't feel like its ever going to happen for me to tell the truth, so I just buy myself clothes instead

good excuse hey

**myturn** · April 28th, 2012, 10:38 PM

I think I'm out.....

Tmi ... But.... Checking my cervix tonight and found the dreaded red stuff.... Of course it could be spotting. But I know. It's not. I will know I'm preg when something is different. And nothing is different.

I hate it because now I have to lose weight. And I'm scared I can't.

I know you will all try to help me feel better and offer lots of lovely platitudes. But I know. Deep down myturn was wrong. And little blob number four was not meant to join us

**Keta** · April 28th, 2012, 10:43 PM

Myturn I'm so so sorry. I won't try and cheer you up but I will offer lots of hugs. I'm so sad for you. I will hope your wrong Xxx

**Saffy** · April 29th, 2012, 08:10 AM

bummer myturn

wait for BT though xx

**nothing2lose** · April 29th, 2012, 08:31 AM

Oh no myturn...I hope you're wrong

**Joeve** · April 29th, 2012, 09:10 AM

Myturn hugs babe hope you are wrong xx

**Mrs Mac** · April 29th, 2012, 12:50 PM

Oh myturn, I hope it's not over yet Hun. I too am over weight and have decided that I want to lose quite a few KGs before starting my FET in June. I am looking at it as short term pain for long term gain. Take it easy hun and I hope you end up with a nice surprise come BT day.

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**me4ever** · April 29th, 2012, 01:11 PM

Amy - Love the idea of a "dream draw"! That sounds wonderful, might steal your idea

Myturn - hugs, hope it's all a false alarm and you'll get a BFP surprise tomorrow.

AFM - Dreading the blood test and waiting tomorrow, I'm so worried the pregnancy hormones have not doubled, tripled or more and that I'll be awaiting AF

I'm trying to be optimistic and went shopping with MIL yesterday for something for the baby, and came home with lots of cute clothes, yay love the sales

I haven't been in a baby shop or department for over a year as I told myself I could go when I am pregnant and seeing I'm officially pregnant even though the hormones are not doubling YET I had to go

. It was hard seeing all these very very pregnant women and some women with their tiny babies, knowing that I might not get to this stage with this little embryo inside me.

Fingers crossed for everyone in the TWW

**Porsche** · April 29th, 2012, 02:56 PM

Hi Ladies

Joeve - Woo Hoo on being PUPO!

me4ever - FX for your BT.

myturn -

**Amy_jellybean** · April 29th, 2012, 02:56 PM

Amy - Love the idea of a "dream draw"! That sounds wonderful, might steal your idea

Myturn - hugs, hope it's all a false alarm and you'll get a BFP surprise tomorrow.

AFM - Dreading the blood test and waiting tomorrow, I'm so worried the pregnancy hormones have not doubled, tripled or more and that I'll be awaiting AF

I'm trying to be optimistic and went shopping with MIL yesterday for something for the baby, and came home with lots of cute clothes, yay love the sales

I haven't been in a baby shop or department for over a year as I told myself I could go when I am pregnant and seeing I'm officially pregnant even though the hormones are not doubling YET I had to go

. It was hard seeing all these very very pregnant women and some women with their tiny babies, knowing that I might not get to this stage with this little embryo inside me.

Fingers crossed for everyone in the TWW

I love my dream draw, or I should really say 'draws'. I have a 3 draw dresser that is almost full

My friend popped over today, she is the best bargain hunter I have ever seen in my life. She has a toy room the size of my master bedroom and it is totally and utterly FULL of toys that she has picked up at markets/garage sales etc. And im not talking crappy broken toys - Im talking about the $20 each Lamaze hanging stuffed toys etc, they are gorgeous! She bought me around a massive bin bag full of toys that she has picked up for me, washed them all etc. and now my draws are almost full! It helps keep me focused on the end result - it works for some but not for others.

I've got everything crossed for you for your blood test tomorrow honey! After my chem pregnancy I know how hard it is to be told that you are pregnant but they 'just aren't sure about it yet'. It's so hard, ill be thinking of you, and stalking

xxx

**Keta** · April 29th, 2012, 07:29 PM

Me4ever I hope you are hanging in there. Thinking of you.

Myturn hope you are ok too.

Amyjb I wish I had the courage to have a dream draw. I can't even go into baby shops unless I'm buying someone a present or I feel like I might jinx things. Bet you can't wait for transfer.

Afm I'm officially in the tww! Yay. After two cancellations it feels great to be here and I'm feeling overly positive. Which is likely to mean that I am going to go crazy before my bt which is not until the 15th. So far away! But if we are looking for signs (as I do each cycle

) this cycle started Easter Sunday and if it was to work edd would be my mums birthday. But that is getting ahead of myself so now off to stick my head in the sand and try to keep busy.

**myturn** · April 29th, 2012, 07:57 PM

thanks keta and everyone

I'm sure I'm out

it sucks

totally

GL Keta - I'm with you on the dream drawer issue - I have a couple of things picked up over the years - but usually things that I haven't specifically bought for that purpose. I too worry about the jinxing issue.... clear from my lack of POASing

tomorrow starts my new life - without IVF for now

(unless there is some miraculous weird thing going on)
I will still be in the ltttc threads - cause we will still be doing the natural thing - but I just can't keep trying without knowing my health is at the best level it can be - otherwise it just seems like more and more waste of money.....