I keep thinking this time I may be UTD. I dont know why. I dont think I will be surprised either way to be honest. More shocked if its a negative. I am ready to get this show on the road!!!

I so badly want this cycle to work . I am so tired of being on meds and feeling like crap and of not feeling myself. If it was for a good cause I wouldn't mind, honestly, and I wont be one of those whingy women. I have a few friends on fb (adorable girls) who are 36 weeks and 37 weeks and have done nothing but post pretty much everyday, everything they are going through. One in particular it always on there posting about how crap she feels, how huge she is and how many strechmarks she has. BRING IT ON!!!