kbudgie, you're not crazy at all! Or, if you are, so am I! My last IVF, I couldn't POAS. I sat on the edge of my bed a few mornings near the end of the 2ww and the thought of a BFN had me in tears. Even the morning of the beta. Or maybe that should be "especially the morning of the beta"? I had light bleeding at 14 & 15dpo, so I figured it had to be the start of AF. Beta was 16dpo and BFP. I did not use ANY hpts that cycle or pg. Not a single hpt. Not even one. I just couldn't...