I really hope the same for you......
I'm wondering how I will know when I'm done?
I'm not feeling great this time around.... I've cried in the shower every single morning.
I'm injecting myself... I'm doing 2x pessaries everyday.... I'm trying my best... And still nothing.
It's a real struggle to get through.
Oh sweetie, I know you're not done. You've tried and worked so hard up to this point and I know you've got it in you to keep going. I wish I was your age so I had time up my sleeve, but regardless of age, we just need to keep that dream alive that we can give our little ones a brother or sister. I know you're trying your best hun, and that's all you can do, but that's just it, you've got to keep going as if you stop trying that will be the end of it all and I know it's not something you want to consider. Let's do this together, OK? Big hugs darling xoxoxo
I know DD is a year younger, but I'm right there with you, ladies. Just hoping she won't be an only child (or, if she does end up being an only child, that she will be happy and won't feel that we've let her down - it won't be for lack of trying). I seriously raised the issue of donor eggs with DH on the weekend. Lol, I told him to win lotto so we could afford it... I asked the FS if I was right that you can do DE after menopause and he said you can, up to 50yo (at the clinic he refers couples to in Argentina). So I'm thinking we try every last one of my eggs that we can and then try to find the money to use some younger eggs.
ps. Clexane sucks! The first one this cycle was a disaster (you should see the bruise - it's HUGE!)! Thankfully tonight's was the easiest ever...
Thank you so much girls!
I feel so connected to you lovely ladies- like you 'get' me.
Age may be on my side, but I think DH is close to 'pulling the plug' so to speak.
He's happy with our DD as an only child and I think he is really worried about my state of mind after each cycle.
I know he will continue if I want to- but I'm not sure y'know?
I really want another baby, but its totally unfair that IVF is so darn expensive!
I have 1 5 day emby left in the freezer..... I'll be asking my FS to hit me with everything she's got!
Ps Miss B- where in melbourne are you? PM if you don't want it to be public.
I'm in Aspendale Gardens hun, PM me if you want to catch up sometime, Friday is always good for me
I totally get you when you talk about your DH wanting to pull the plug..My OH already has 3 grown up kids and although he'd love a sibling for our DS, he hates what the drugs to to me (I seriously don't think I'm THAT different on the drugs but he says it's too much for my body, aye right, he knows it better than me! lol). We were always lucky not to have had issues with money as he had a great paying job, but since we ran into some financial problems last year and he took a package 2 years ago, we've not been able to do a cycle in months. We've just taken over a newsagency so the money will be flowing in soon but the amount of hours he's doing ATM and now me having to work after 3 years at home, it's really hard on the both of us, and somehow I don't think it's a good mix for a cycle but God dammit I don't have time now so we have to do it or it will never happen (might not happen anyway but at least I've tried).
As for the next embie, have you tried what Vic did, ie the scrape? What about the embryo glue (????) ? Not sure what the embryo glue is but I have heard of it....
Juniper, lol, I think I want to try all of my crusty eggs before I throw the towel in! God help me and my poor wee eggs
MissB & emma just thought I would jump in about embryo glue, we used it for our dec transfer. It is a different medium they put the embryo in for transfer to help it stick. We got a bfp but miscarried so not sure if it helped but I think it's worth a try if nothing else has worked.
Emma I am so sorry you are struggling with not getting a bfp I know how heartbreaking it is, sending you a huge hug xo
DH is the same - he has his princess and he's happy to stop at one. He only keeps going because I want to. The more we learn about our situation, the more I realise we are even luckier than we first thought to have her, but it doesn't stop that gnawing hole in my heart that wants another...
Miss.B, I may be a few years younger, but my ovaries are racing yours to spit out their last egg... My ovarian reserve is low for a 45yo, let alone 36... I'm just glad to know menopause doesn't have to be the end of the road (money permitting).
My parents have offered to pay for our next stim, should we need it.
I just feel like my FS should figure out why our emby's are not sticking first- I know the why is not always possible- but it's really hard to keep going with no answers.
I'm going to ask about embryo glue and look up the pipelle biopsy thingy.
I thank you girls so much for the support you give me
I wish my RL people's understood as much as you do.
Just a quick update as I am at work. poas again this morning and the line is much darker so I called the clinic and had my bt. results should be back this afternoon. I think I am in shock x
I had the embryo glue but even the embryologist said the implantation statistics are no better than for people who don't use it. Obviously it didn't work for me. I don't think MIVF uses it. Monash does.
sorry i forgot a quick question royal jelly with something else is supposed to be really good for egg quality can anyone tell me what it is? Cause i now
have enough frozen sperm for 6 months of iui's so trying to get my eggs healthy cause of my age there not that good i would not think.
I asked the FS if I was right that you can do DE after menopause and he said you can, up to 50yo (at the clinic he refers couples to in Argentina). So I'm thinking we try every last one of my eggs that we can and then try to find the money to use some younger eggs. 
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