LTTTC Two Week Wait 2013 # 2

**Williever** · June 12th, 2013, 06:26 AM

Woke up to go for BT and was greeted by AF. Hate this do much. I just want to get pregnant. So many get pregnant everyday! Enter some angry swear words!

**kerbear** · June 12th, 2013, 07:50 AM

Oh williever that is just a nasty thing to happen I am so sorry xo

**1 more please** · June 12th, 2013, 09:22 AM

williever i'm so so sorry its just really not fair at all ttc s****

**kerbear** · June 12th, 2013, 12:01 PM

Well I am out af arrived this morning and I think I am done hoping and trying for a natural miracle. IUI, IVF and natural havent worked and i am exhausted...Time to give up for good I think :-(

**Beau30** · June 12th, 2013, 07:11 PM

Yay finally I am in here. It's been a long 6 months since I was in here last time. Hope this is the last. Had acupuncture an hour after transfer now resting at home (having to fit in the 3 doses of progesterone pesseries). My transfer was the easiest so far so my fingers are crossed this is good sticky embryo on board. I told the lab I didn't want a dud this time.

**myturn** · June 12th, 2013, 09:09 PM

Well I am out af arrived this morning and I think I am done hoping and trying for a natural miracle. IUI, IVF and natural havent worked and i am exhausted...Time to give up for good I think :-(

oh kerbear

so so so sorry beautiful. I hope you are DH can find a way to try another cycle one day, but if you can't I hope you can have all the other dreams and desires you want for yourselves xox look after yourself gorgeous.

**myturn** · June 12th, 2013, 09:21 PM

sorry williever

me4ever -I'm holding up well because I am so distracted! finished work at 6 tonight, and have just done another 2 hours of work from home - busy busy busy.

Beau - FX this one is the one

AFM...
although busy, I am still overanalysing and interpreting every twinge and extra trips to the loo.... but only 1 week since EPU so really it's unlikely I will actually HAVE symptoms.... why do we do this to ourselves...!!! was great to have the weekend away (thanks for the good wishes Kerbear

) as it kept me distracted and meant I just focused on relaxing and being with DH. It was nice. but as soon as I got home the increased anxiety started to rear it's ugly head

Doing a relaxation/meditation every night - specifically ones I have ordered which are designed for IVF.... one from Zita West (UK) and one from Fertile Ground (Melb) which I ordered online. I like them because they are specific to IVF and it makes helps me turn my mind off all the thoughts before going to sleep each night.
Still doing ACU each week, and that is nice to have the 'time out' from life - being Mindful and living in each moment, rather than trying to think ahead or look back. mindfulness is one of my goals for the year.

**Miss.B** · June 12th, 2013, 09:50 PM

Williever, so sorry hun

Kerbear, I'm sorry AF arrived for you also, I hope that you can find enough strength and determination to keep going and achieve your BFP one day. Big hugs lovely

Beau, GL hun!!

Myturn, sounds like you're in a great head space hun. Hang in there gorgeous, and if you are ever tempted to POAS you know I'm the first point of contact, right? lol.

GL to everyone in their 2WW!

**myturn** · June 12th, 2013, 09:54 PM

Myturn, sounds like you're in a great head space hun. Hang in there gorgeous, and if you are ever tempted to POAS you know I'm the first point of contact, right? lol.

of course beautiful

lol

...... not going to happen though.....