Thanks myturn I did ask you to slap me if I wanted to test! haha. No desire ATM, see what the weekend brings lol. I think that's where I went wrong the last two times, I was testing everyday, sometimes 2 or 3 times a day, hoping against all odds the blank window was going to display that second line, even though in my heart of hearts, I knew it wasn't the news I wanted. I am just scared of not seeing that second line, that's what's keeping me from buying those tests. If I am strong enough to stay away from testing for the next week, I will definitely test the night before the BT. I'd rather be prepared in some way if it's NGN xx.