LTTTC Two Week Wait 2013 # 4

[Miss.B]

Joeve, you crack me up! Like I said, I can't count on you , I've been trying so hard to be good this time! lol

Even though I am the only one in here, I feel like I have my wee 2ww buddies holding my hand and keeping me sane and hopeful, thanks everyone

Well, I will test tomorrow, I will be 8dpt or 11dpo, but I really am expecting a BFN. I have always gotten a result by 8dpt so far. I am already thinking when I can do the last transfer, I guess sometime in the new year. Today I have had zero cramping and just inspected my boobies, they are sore but nothing unusual about them. I usually get some bluish veins, and very very sore boobies at that. Oh well, I'll book in my FS appointment to see him in 2 weeks to discuss things.

[Sarah4kurt13]

Every thing is crossed for you tomorrow missb big hugs xoxo

[Miss.B]

Well it's no surprise that it's a BFN this morning . Just a question ladies, can I stop using the crinone now? I just have no more symptoms, no more cramping, boobs are even less sore.

[Joeve]

Keep taking it

[Bunnyfeet]

Hoping it's too early Miss B. Keep taking gel for sure. ..

[Sarah4kurt13]

Aw man! Keep taking it for a few more days then test again to be sure.
I just want to chuck it all in after a bfn too and not worry bout meds but there's always that chance! So we gotta keep em up.
Big hugs xox

[Miss.B]

Thanks girls, I'll keep taking it...So bummed tho, hate this crap

[nothing2lose]

It's a hard road Miss B And a long one. Hugs for you xxx

[Sarah4kurt13]

Just wrong xoxo I wish I could say something to help you feel better. I used to feel life was a journey and all our paths we took had lessons and reasons all for the greater good ect. After going through this for so long I've really questioned every thing! Whats the blooming point of going through this grief and disappointment over and over?
Where is the greater good of denying motherhood/fatherhood to would b parents who have so much love give and know how blessed they would be just to have a very longed for child in their arms!
Sorry I can't see it on thus side of fence.
And I have a conclusion that it's just random, why else would babies be born to those who don't try or don't want them ect.
Random medical problems we get to go through trying to solve. I have not grown as a compassionate human being going through this. I'm still the same person the same amount compassionionate person from before all this , the only change in me is the underlying sadness and grief and I feel broken underneath trying to be same normal happy me I once was.
All we can do is accept our life in the now and allways hope for the future we may solve our issues!
I believe I have a live child waiting to join us on this earth! It's the only thing we can believe to keep us on this journey!
Missb I know you feel same we all do here.
Keep strong and know we are all on the same journey every step of the way.
Keep upturning those rocks and hurdles!!
Sorry for the novel girls xxxx
I hate feeling so alone watching the rest of the world around me have babies so easy and I hate watching the heartache of all of us lttc blow after blow I feel so much for you all .xoxo
Keep going is all we can do!!

[Sarah4kurt13]

A ton of baby dust in here************* (ph double lol)
I will be in here as of tomoz... Sigh.

[Mrs O'M]

Have you tested again miss b?

Anyone else in here at the mo? I have 2 x day 3 embies on board with a blood test on Christmas Eve..., so will either be a great or not so great Chrissy day

[Miss.B]

Haven't tested since last Tuesday when it was still bfn. I have spotting today so definitely out.

Congrats on being PUPO Mrs O'M, will have fingers crossed for you for your Christmas Eve BT

[JoeSpratt]

So sorry MissB big hugs lovely xx

Congrats on being PUPO MrsO'M! Hoping for a very merry Christmas Eve xx

[Williever]

Day of transfer: feeling a bit sick from nerves.

BUT I am here :-) woohoo!

[Williever]

I have had awful diarhea today. I feel worried now.

[Miss.B]

Try and keep calm Williever, I know it must be stressful but it's probably nothing to worry about. Hang in there xx

[Williever]

Try and keep calm Williever, I know it must be stressful but it's probably nothing to worry about. Hang in there xx

Thanks Miss B. Feeling better today :-)

[Williever]

Update: achy jaw.

That is all for today.