Hi girls where do i start the past 2 days have been hell to say the least. Unfortunately BFN for me and to top it all off my furbaby Pepper who was only 2 but had been born with kidney problems died yesterday afternoon suddenly as well.. So my whole life has been turned upside down and my baby that gave me my cuddles and kisses when i was down has been taken from me im absolutely devastated couldnt even take the call from the clinic yesterday waited till today had a feeling that it wasnt going to be positive news..
Have no clue if i can take much more not too sure what i have done to keep getting knocked down finding it really hard to keep picking myself up over and over again.
It is obviously a problem with my eggs so not sure if we are ever going to get our miracle have to really think about what to do next one person can only take so much..
Sorry for the poor me rant but im beside myself at the moment and have no clue how to pull myself out of this horrible hole..
Hope you are all having a better day x