It's a BFN for me. I feel more disappointed this time than any other because I felt like I was having some good pg symptoms. Just goes to show you can never tell.
I am so, so sorry. Only the other gorgeous women in the LTTTC threads know there is nothing I can say to take away your hurt and disappointment right now.
You must be devastated
Please be gentle with yourself and take some time to grieve.
*sneaks in closing the door quietly*
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Sorry HB and Tei. There are no words to make it better but I share your ache Such sad times
I'm coming in after my first transfer, after 6 years of trying (and trying... and trying) naturally. Apparently everything was beautiful- embryo, placement etc OHSS looks like being more mild than they thought...so fingers crossed. Transfer was yesterday and already it feels like it's taking forever. Sigh.
Welcome to the longest 2 wks of being excited and trying-hard-not-to-be-cause-I-don't-want-the-disappointment in my life.
Does anyone have ideas that actually work for helping this time slip by more quickly?
AFM - Still vomiting, thought it had stopped but then it started again on Friday, started maxolon Saturday and AF started the same day. Dr still think's I might be UTD even though HPT's have been negative. Had some blood drawn today know for sure Wednesday but my money is on BPN.
TMS - fingers crossed for you - what a long wait for you until Wednesday - why does it take so long!! Sorry you're vomiting - that's awful - but really hope it's a good sign.
JosieJo - all the very best to you - sounds like everything went as well as you could hope so here's hoping there's good news in store for you. Don't think there's any magic bullet when it comes to surviving the 2WW - no matter your situation - it's hard. The best advice I can give is to try and keep busy. I always tend to put everything off and not do anything because I just feel like I can't think about/don't want to think about anything else but I think that's the worst thing you can do because the days drag on forever! Good luck with whatever works for you.
happybaby & Tei - I'm really sorry to read about your BFN's girls :hugs:. It is such a horrible feeling and I am thinking of you both.. Praying it will be both of your turns next xoxo
toomanyshoes - Gee hun, u poor thing... vomiting is so horrible! I hope you are feeling better soon and that your BT comes back with a nice big BFP! I have everything for you. I can't believe you have to wait til tomorrow .
JosieJo - Yay for everything going so well for your transfer!!! Oh, the 2ww is torture when you know you have a fertilised emby on board ! I hope you are not going too crazy!! Unfortunately, I think it is a little too late for me .
KMond - How are you going? I hope you are getting some positive signs ! Thinking of you...
Anyway lots and lots of to all.
AFM - I totally caved and did a HPT (FRER) yesterday morning (approx. 8:00am) and it was a big fat BFN - arrrhhhh!!!! Couldn't have been more negative...... Was upset but told myself I would have to have been really, really, really lucky to get it 1st go. Anyway, I tried to not get too upset and moved on from the disappointment and got through the rest of the day ok.
Then of course later that night... I made the fatal error of scouring the www for any stories of + results after a BFN at 7dp5dt (I had a positive with DS on this day) and of course found a hundred cases in my favour while totally blatantly ignoring everything else that said the opposite to what I wanted to hear!! After all of this positive reinforcement (thank you www) I decided that I would take another FRER HPT and within 3 min the most faintest of faint pink lines appeared.... so faint that you had to look at it in a certain light to see it. Hubby confirmed it was there but agreed with me that it was just too faint to be anything . I'm really, really hoping and praying that it is just a really early + ....
If I can get the courage up I will test again tonight... was going to do it this morning but chickened out... why, oh, why did I POAS????
Oh Coral - I really really hope and pray for you that it is an early + Is your BT Wednesday? Do you have any pg symptoms?
AFM I am feeling absolutely no pg symptoms. I am hanging on for dear life trying to resist the urge to POAS because I know no matter the result I won't believe it and I'll be in complete turmoil (am anyway so may as well go ahead and do it I guess!).
But what is FRER? First Response........? Are they the most sensitive/best ones to get? I am going to try and hold off until Thursday - the day before my BT.
Everything crossed for you Coral and everyone else.
JosieJo - I just couldn't do it this morning... even though I really wanted to! I just don't want the bubble to burst as I have the 'just maybe' going on in my head... I should know better than to POAS before BT as I did it with DS and I completely did my head in for 4 days thinking it was the Hcg from the trigger shot causing the BFP. How are you going? How many dpt are you? Hopefully time is going past quicker than you thought it would .
KMond - I am the same... I couldn't feel any pregnancy symptoms at all which convinced me to just POAS and get it over with.... Ha, you are just like me and don't believe the result either! Ohhh, if you do test on Thursday, I'll be 'ing that you get a nice 'SOLID' pink line!!!
Yep. FRER is a First Response Early Result test. They are supposed to be the most sensitive/best ones to get (I think anyway!). I'm due to test on Thursday so 2 more sleeps. I even rang the clinic yesterday morning and told them I got a - HPT and asked if I could come in earlier for my BT to confirm and stop having to use the pessaries. The receptionist said 'no' and explained that I could have a 'false negative' and that I need to wait until Thursday. I am so, so 'ing she is right!!! When she said it to me I was thinking 'yeah, right as if.' Now, after the test last night I have a very, very small glimmer of hope but am so scared I will be shattered if I test again and it is not what I want to see .
JosieJo ~ all the best for your 1st attempt - I hope you are one of the lucky ones and it works 1st go
Coral ~ ohh hun, hope that line gets darker - certainly possible.
KMond, and TMS ~ for you ladies too! Hope to see some BFP's very soon
AFM ~ Im just in an everyday normal, natural TWW, hoping like crazy that we get a BFP again like last month, only that it will be stickier. Really dont know when AF would be due because of the chem pg last month and it appears I O'd very late - only a few days ago. So this cycle will be very interesting.
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I just realised that you are also having you BT today so....
Such sad times
for you. I can't believe you have to wait til tomorrow
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