Hi

Bianeczka its never ever easy getting a negative result, whether it be your first or last attempt...it just SUCKS!! Take time away from ttc and be extra kind to each other, its amazing how a little time & space can re-energise us to push forward on this crappy journey! Thinking of you & we are here anytime xxx

Sending out big hugs to you all for your kind words & support I'm feeling a bit better today, but have been having terrible trouble sleeping these last few nights...thoughts going round & round, mainly sad for the years we have 'lost' through all this. I feel like we have just been surviving life and not really living life. Then i worry about the future and the new path we are thinking of embarking on, what if we fail at that too??! Maybe we are better off NOT being parents?
Jeazzz its hard, how do you know what the do? We need to actively make a decision to stop ivf treatment as it is impossible for us to fall naturally...how do we know if its the right decision? So many questions going on in me head at the moment, and yeah i know i know i am still in with a chance with this cycle but i've had just as many positives as negatives and i know my body too well now....i'm pretty sure am not pregnant this time

Saffy, the cramping sounds reallllllyyy promising!!! I hope this is it for you.

kristie, also good signs for you too have you poas yet? I think i will do the dreaded wee test on saturday morning...i'll be 12dpo and will know for sure by then. THat way i can have some drinky poos on sat night and feel like a 'normal' person again!! my bt is monday.

Look after yourselves everyone
Yogi
xxx