My tww was put into perspective yeterday. My dad had a heart attack. I still can not believe it. He is 54 and from the naked eye lokks to be healthy. What a wake up call. Thankfully he is stable after having a stent put in. I am just waiting for my mum to come by so we can go meet the doctor today and find out if he will have bypass surgery next week or just two more stents in. I don't think it has sunk in that I almost lost my dad last night. One of the worst parts was ringing overseas to tell my sister (who is 21 and on her own) about it. Waiting til Monday for a bt seems so easy all of a sudden. Hopefully you all had a much better end to the week than me!
Hi ladies, well I am officially on my tww. I had my ebryo transfer this morning and it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. It was so amazing to see that little embryo on the tv screen, despite feeling like I was going to faint any minute. It looked like a teeny tiny bubble I'm getting a little more comfortable as the day goes on - when I first got home I didn't know what to do with myself, my husband had to tell me to walk normally!! (Hehe!). I'm still nervous about moving around, but I guess i havto give my little embryo a little more credit, I'm sure its stronger than I think!
Arghhhhh...how am I possibly going to wait!!! This is the most sereal thing I have ever been through!
I wish everyone in here the best of luck! It has been so helpful to read all your posts.
hugs to Keta xxx does helps us remember to be thankful for what we do have
Veronica24 - I had embie transfer on wednesday - and also thought it was so cool seeing the little bubble on screen :-) Made it so much more real - and when I think about it inside me, it sort of feels like its a real little person in the making - I think it will feel that way no matter what happens, I will imagine it as a little person.
blood test is so far away!! have to try and stay busy to hopefully make the time go faster!!
Hi everyone thanks for all your thoughts, prey and kind wishes. Dad is doing better but will have bypass surgery in four weeks.
Unfortunately tww news wasn't positive. So bfn for me and now a waiting game til I can see the fs in three weeks time. I'm pretty upset but I guess I'm not the only one here who knows that family. Hope you all get better news and the bfp ball rolling.
I've been sick for over a week throughout all the EPU & transfer - and I've been putting off taking anything in fear of doing something to my little blob...
but throat was just too dry and couldn't stop coughing at work today so went to the pharmacist... it was all weird when they were asking me how they could help... cause she asked is there anything else we need to know... and I kind of stumbled over the "ah... i had an embryo transferred last week...i'm on IVF" cause saying I needed something for early pregnancy just sounded too weird.... and I didn't want all the congratulations etc....
they were lovely and helpful and really nice, but.....
I find it annoying how when I tell people they seem 'excited' for me.... they smile like it's really great thing - and of course it is... but I just feel like I want sympathy for how challenging it is... cause it's not all exciting!! just occassionally I see glimmers of hope - which is nice, but mostly it's just scary... and yuck that I have something wrong with me that makes it all necessary.
I feel like I'd prefer someone to say "that must be really hard" and just move on to helping me with what I need hmpf....
maybe I'm being a bit precious...I feel like saying "well it's all very well and good YOU being happy for me.... cause I just feel crap about it"
so anyway.... apparantly i can take Durotuss dry cough mixture, and ventolin.... not sure it's working yet.....
This bfn has me really down . I feel like selling all my baby stuff and moving on. Sick of this crap! Somehow the earth managed to create seven billion people and yet I'm struggling, why?
. I hope your Dad recovers quickly. 
TWW begins
I'm getting a little more comfortable as the day goes on - when I first got home I didn't know what to do with myself, my husband had to tell me to walk normally!! (Hehe!). I'm still nervous about moving around, but I guess i havto give my little embryo a little more credit, I'm sure its stronger than I think!
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