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Good luck to everyone this month and wishing you all BFPs!!!
Hope you dont mind if i pop in and join. Had a transfer yesterday, so im officially 2ww, and its killing me already. Im going to start a late spring clean as of tomorrow, that will keep me busy.. i hope!!
I'd love to hear of everyone stories be it good or bad, or if you just want to vent, ill read that too. Thi website kept me sane through my first and second cycle, and i hope to help someone one day too.
Well bit about me, i have PCOS, normal weight but insulin resistant. Hubby is fine. Im 26 he's 48, and ttc for 4 years. We did icsi, our FS advised that was the best way to go, even though hubby is fine. I over stimmed first time, got a massive 60 eggs per ovary and was pretty crook, so they cancelled. This time i went to egg pick up and only got 5 eggs, 4 of them fertilised well, one not so well. I have 3 lil frost bites in the freezer waiting.
Crinone is terrible stuff, got a bit of an achie ovary (R) but apart from that, its just,,, odd.
Thanks for letting me in and saying g'day, i intend to write here everyday until my dreaded tww is over. Wishing you all luck and crossing my fingers for you all.
Im not all that positive about my first transfer, maybe in a few days time.
xx
I'm to say this but feeling negative about this cycle already- it was day 6 blasty, only 70% survived thaw- I was depressed about that cos my last one was 100%-and the scientist said it hadn't started expanding yet....as if it was being naughty.....oh dear, not sure if the 70% is ok or not?i guess if it was bad they would have moved on to my next one. Oh well, here we go again anyway.
Hi rollercoaster, good luck to you and everyone else!
hi tww-ers
anyone got anything profound or interesting to report?
I obviously haven't, trying to pretend I am not PUPO actually in the hope that this tww will go quicker.
Who is the first for a blood test??, I need to get my cheerleaders out soon I think!
I'm on Monday. I HATE HATE HATE this stage of the 2ww. Wanna poas but am petrified of one line. I hate the (imagined?) symptoms that disappear the second you see that lonely little line yet you can't help getting your hopes up at every little thing. Sorry, I'm on a bit of a downer today. I keep thinking, why would this cycle be any different. There is no reason for me to feel like this, just do.
Thanks for all the warm welcomes
Hope everyone is coping with the dreaded tww.... its awful isn't. You feel something, then you dont. You take your mind off it for a minute, then think about it for ten minutes. I watched a lady getting a BFN after her first ivf cycle on youtube... i balled my eyes out.
Feeling really negative about the whole thing. I feel nothing (guess it's way too early). 3 days in.... ohh, all that time to go. Least i go back to work on monday, that should help !!
This bloody crinone is starting to get to me.. awful, awful, awful, awful stuff. But its trying to prepare my body for something i want so bad, so im happy to use it.
Is anyone nearly ready to POAS, if you, Im thinking about you. Crossing everything that can be crossed. God bless you (im not a religious person) and i hope you get that BFP you deserve.
Oh dear, im going mental. Even starting to think about thawing out my little fellas in the freezer. They say a woman knows if she is pregnant or not.. do you, do you really know?
HI all just wanted to pop in and say hi xo im 2 days past my very first IUI session on friday i was using clomiphene and they gave me a trigger shot on weds... first time i have taken any clomid or fert drugs, i have noticed ive been a little crazier than normal lol ... n yest day i was quite happy but today i have woen up crying n feeling quite down ... and no reason! am i coming down off the drugs lol?.... and i know its crazy but i just am feeling it acually may have worked.... but hey i fully understand it could be wishful thinking ... i feel the same as u all do i think ... want the draded 2ww to hurry up but scared to death to test in the instance i might see a lonely one line ... but so excited that i might get that longed for bfp .... what a mixed barrel of emotions we get to go thru .... best of luck all of you i will be checking in to see how your going.... lots of xoxo sarah
Hi S4K- welcome ot hte hideous TWW. CLomid made me REALLY crazy, usually in the weeks after i had finished taking it, so I'm sure if you are feeling teary its the clomid ot blame. Although the cycles when I have been UTD i have been very emotional inthe tww, but usually later on, near the blood test. Anyway, GOOD LUCK! I hope you get a BFP!
Rollercoaster- I am fantasizing about POAS later this week, say thursday or Friday ( AF is due on the weekend), I didn't poas last tww cos i was too scared and I got a BFP but this time i am not confident so want to know if its neg so I can move on. I don't think you really know in this kind of a tww cos of the mixed emotions and the amount at stake- you can't let yourself believe. Last time I think I subconsciously knew I was but my conscious brain never realised.
AFM- 3dp5dt ( 8dpo), few cramps here and there but nothing significant, feeling tired though i think i need a nanna nap! Too early for symptoms but we can fantasise hey!!
Saffy.. know exactly what you mean. I too am feeling negative about this cycle, but i really want to believe (sub-consciously). Its all a big head spin. Im 5dp3dt, not feeling anything except the odd cramp but i put that down to crinone. I also get this back ache, its not lower or upper, but all up my spine. I think i may be more tired than usual too.... Oh i dont know, i think im imagining all of this. Maybe.. damn it. Af is due on sunday this week for me, but she is always late (due to pcos) and im suppose to test on the 2nd of Dec, but i might get a poas maybe sunday.. (is that too early - if i wait until sunday i'll be 12dpt ? ) Surelu at 12 days i could get an idea about whats going on in this bloody body of mine. Good luck, really really really good luck for this week, i hope you get those two lines or even a happy face. xxxx
TWW is killing me. 5 days past, 3 day trasnfer. From what i have read, the little embryo should be trying to attach itself at the moment. PLEASE!!! I have even given him permission to bite on if he has too. Ive googled so much stuff and get my hopes up, and then i google more, and my hopes are dashed again.
Got a few very minor cramps (af type), but thats the crinone for sure. I'd love to know, id like to be able to enjoy this experience instead of going insane.
ARGH.. tearing my hair out.
Goodluck to you all and crossing fingers/toes and everything else that can be crossed.
GGGRRRrrr.. ... Im 6dp3dt, so almost half way and going completely insane. I had a stupid dream i got my period last night and now in a mood. Everything would be so much easier if i knew what the hell was going on in my body. Is all this waiting and going insane worth it, or will i terribly upset because of one little line on a dread hpt.
Sorry guys, just need to vent a bit i suppose. I have absolutely no cramping at all now. I did for the first 3 days, only mild, but i put that down to the crinone i suppose. Just feeling a bit sorry for myself at the moment. I wish i could go for an early bt, just to put my mind at ease maybe, but then that would make me worse!!!
Today is the 10th day after my trigger, and 6dpt if you dont include the day of the transfer.. When is the earliest i can test?... But on saying that, i think i'd be too scared to. I'd get the hpt out and my bladder would go on strike.
Sorry girls, just need to vent. Im off to do some house work and play some music loud. Day 6, think it is worse that day 1.
Hows everyone else going?.. We need some good new on here, so keep us all up to date. Crossing my fingers for you and wish you the best.
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to say this but feeling negative about this cycle already- it was day 6 blasty, only 70% survived thaw- I was depressed about that cos my last one was 100%-and the scientist said it hadn't started expanding yet....as if it was being naughty.....oh dear, not sure if the 70% is ok or not?i guess if it was bad they would have moved on to my next one. Oh well, here we go again anyway.
everyone else!
just wanted to pop in and say hi xo im 2 days past my very first IUI session on friday i was using clomiphene and they gave me a trigger shot on weds... first time i have taken any clomid or fert drugs, i have noticed ive been a little crazier than normal lol ... n yest day i was quite happy but today i have woen up crying n feeling quite down
... and no reason! am i coming down off the drugs lol?.... and i know its crazy but i just am feeling it acually may have worked.... but hey i fully understand it could be wishful thinking ... i feel the same as u all do i think ... want the draded 2ww to hurry up but scared to death to test in the instance i might see a lonely one line ... but so excited that i might get that longed for bfp
.... what a mixed barrel of emotions we get to go thru .... best of luck all of you i will be checking in to see how your going.... lots of
xoxo sarah
mood. Everything would be so much easier if i knew what the hell was going on in my body. Is all this waiting and going insane worth it, or will i terribly upset because of one little line on a dread hpt.
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