Saffy & Rollercoaster - woohoo for the 2ww!!!!!

N2L - how you doing chickie?

I'm on Monday. I HATE HATE HATE this stage of the 2ww. Wanna poas but am petrified of one line. I hate the (imagined?) symptoms that disappear the second you see that lonely little line yet you can't help getting your hopes up at every little thing. Sorry, I'm on a bit of a downer today. I keep thinking, why would this cycle be any different. There is no reason for me to feel like this, just do.