Hey girls,

Well, I promised myself this cycle (FET) I would not obsess, I would lurk a little but not post (cos that made me CRAZY last cycle. Serious, I was a nut) and most of all, I would NOT under any circumstances, POAS earlier than the assigned date.

Well I have cracked on all 3 counts. Obsessing - TICK. Posting - TICK. POAS - TICK.

*deep sigh*

I am freaking out and a nervous wreck.

FET was 01/05. AF due 10/05. POAS - 12/05. BT 24/05.

Well I took the POAS this morning. I thought "one day early, cant hurt". It hurt alright. BFN. I am torturing myself trying to figure out if it should definately be showing now, a week and a half after the FET... AF has not arrived yet and I am shocked. Last cycle it was right on time (g'damn it!) and I had all the symptoms a few days before it arrived.

This time, nothing. I am having some odd pains, kind of like stitch crossed with constipation (sorry gals TMI) across the top of my tummy and sore boobicles. But no AF. My FS has moved my BT forward to tomorrow. I am expecting a bfn. The poas neg has kind of convinced me that i cant possibly be preg - I mean could I?

Sheesh - just ignore me. I am going nuts...

Anyways, I am so happy for all the girls with BFP's this month. How wonderful for you all! Seems something is in the water this month!

And for all you sweet ladies with BFN's I am so sorry. Next cycle could be the one right?

OK, hugs to all. I better go try to sleep. Pretty sure I will be tossing and turning for hours though.

Sammie