LTTTC Two Week Wait - April - June 09

seriously saph....COME ON!!!

Thanks MsPink - me too.
Seph - how you feeling.

SAPH????

Oh MsP - I just read the rest of your post - I'm so sorry that was totally insensitive of me. Thank you for being such a sweetheart and wishing us all luck when you are having such a rotten time.
I hope it's great news next time sweetheart
Delly

Well the results are in. They are not sure need to retest on wednesday to see if HCG is doubling.

Sorry hcg was at 42 off to get some pesseries as progesterone is only 30.
Almost a:bfp:

saph darling - I will not let up with my lists of demands I am hoping and hoping for you sweetheart.
Hugs
Delly

Hi ladies, think we're in for a *gasp* NATURAL TWW completely by accident this week! Not quite sure how we got here other than the full moon just does something to the romance in our house and after last month's IVF, I seem to back in synch with the moon ;) Had some implantation cramping/flutters like last round today, so I just have one week to wait but, well . . . :crossfingers:

Saph honey - a BFP is a BFP...have seen a lot lower numbers have great success..

Happy to see the numbers...all the best sweetie..x :clap:

MsPink, I have been thinking of you hun, I am sorry you didnt have good news with your fet xx

Hi Ward One (Ward One was the Psychiatric Ward at the hospital where my parents worked when I was kid. Now I find myself in it, hopefully only for a brief visit).

Saph - Thinking about you and your levels, I have everything crossed that they quadruple and then some in the next 48 hours. Good luck.

Dellydoo - congrats on finishing an exam, any more to do this semester? I can't believe you're waiting an extra couple of days on the TWW! I'm going mad after two days!

Meo - hi - and don't you just love those natural TWW? Just like IVF TWW, but you get to DTD. Good luck!

Did anyone else BT today? I know there's a few tomorrow - best of luck.

AFM (that still cracks me up!) - Had a long day today, dealing with people who think it's my aim in life to fix all their problems, and taking on other people's stress. Also sick of people who think they're experts on things that they're clearly not. :angry: Still in the TWW, would you believe it, after only 48 hours! Already checked myself into Ward One though, wondering desperately if I can cope with another BFN and at what point DH and I should start breeding cats instead.

DH went shopping last night and bought me ginger beer, which is about the only thing that I could keep down when I went on the pill on my stim cycle (which was like morning sickness...if only I knew what that was like). I don't drink ginger beer on any other occasion - he has high hopes that I'll have my head in a bucket in a fortnight's time. Isn't that sweet?

Anyway, 3500 words to go on my essay, better get to it.

I hope all the ladies doing BTs tomorrow get to check out of Ward One and move onto the UTD threads...Best of luck.

Seph

Hi girls, just new to this thread, but wanted to pop in and say good luck to everyone in their TWW.

Saph - you were driving me crazy with the all the suspense. Congrats on the positive result though. Hope the follow up BT on Wednesday is all good too.

AFM - today is 10dpo for me, and I have my BT on Friday this week (19th). This is IVF #2, although IVF #1 was cancelled 2 days before EPU. So technically this is the first full round of IVF that included EPU and ET. I too am driving myself crazy with the usual TWW thoughts. These last few days are the worst, and it's taking everything in me to stay positive (since I am the eternal pessimist).

Hope everyone who has BT's coming up gets the positive results they're after.

Wishes xoxo

Seph today was supposed to stop me wearing my crazy pants now I am coming to check in to ward one with you. My MIL rang as DH must have told her about today she has no idea she said if you got a positive on the test at home then you must be pregnant.She said to Dh well doesnt she feel pregnant. I felt like screaming at her yes I feel pregnant along with a whle lot of other things the drugs make me feel. I dont like my MIL very much she is a very selfish lady who has put my DH and the whole family through hell. Sorry guys you will just have to put up with me for a few more days.

Seph - Ward One - Oh yes we are all here. I have 3 more exams one on Friday, one on Saturday and then another on Wednesday - blimmin' heck.

Saph - Oh honey - people just say ridiculous stuff but I always think before I started on this journey I would be saying the same stuff because most people genuinely don't have a clue and really can't until they have been here. My Mum, who I adore,has 5 healthy kids and keeps saying helpful things like, "I don't get it, I would just to look at your Dad and I would fall pregnant". Thanks for that. I just remind myself that one day I will have a baby and not care about any of it.

Meo and Wishes - welcome, strap on your crazy pants and get ready for the ride!

AFM - again managing to avoid studying as went out to dinner at DP's sisters - she made Mexican and let's just say I ate a lot of beans and I have apologised to DP in advance.
Much love and to those testing tomorrow sleep well
Delly

Good luck to those testing today - I am hoping for great news!
hugs and happy Tuesday
Delly

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Good luck to those testing today - I am hoping for great news!
hugs and happy Tuesday

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:hug:MsPink, I'm so sorry about your BFN. Hope you are doing ok.

Saph - Congratulations!! I am so happy for you. I'm sorry about the added stress for you but I have faith that it will all work out great for you. Fingers crossed for great levels tomorrow, a bit of progesterone support is probably all you needed.

Lots of TWWaiters at the moment - good luck and sticky vibes to Dellydoo, Persephone, Meo, Juniper, wavegirl & wishes (and anyone else I forgot). Hoping you all get your BFP's.

AFM - BT yesterday confirmed BFN.

Oh Infinity - I am so sorry. i hope you are back in the TWW soon with a BFP at the end of it.
Hugs
Delly

Just woke up to your news Saph. Thats awesome !!!!!
I'm up early, can't sleep. Jeese, i wonder why?
Good luck today Juniper. Will be thinking of you. x

Delly, when do you test???

My heart goes out to the girls with the bfn. I'm truely sorry. xo

Thanks for the welcome and good luck vibes. Not sure if I even have my crazy pants on anymore... more like my sad pants. I just don't have a good feeling about this one (but as I said before, I'm the eternal pessimist, and I would love to be proven wrong).

My BT is on Friday 19th, but I've been having feelings this morning that it's going to be a BFN. It's more to do with what I'm NOT feeling, than what I am. Meaning... that I don't feel any different at all... no symptoms (just like every other cycle that's been a BFN). BB aren't sore, not feeling sick, which are two of the biggest things I associate with pregnancy. I did start feeling a little crampy this morning too, but I have no idea what it is (today is 11dpo). Obviously I don't want it to be AF cramps, but I just don't know anymore. I don't trust my body anymore. On 7dpo, which was 2 days after my day 5 transfer of a blastie, I had light pink spotting for about 24 hrs. I got a little bit excited because I thought it might be implantation bleeding. But I think that it could have been anything. The same thing happened the month before (spotting on 7dpo), but it lasted for 3 days that time. It ended up being a BFN that cycle. My fertility nurse had said the pink/red spotting last cycle was most likely left over follicular fluid, which she said is red. So I'm thinking that this cycle, it might have been the same thing, and not implantation bleeding at all. But because it only lasted for such a short time this time (1 day), it gave me hope for implantation bleeding. AAARRGGH.... I don't know.

Told DH my concerns this morning, but he's still trying to be positive. He's been convinced that this cycle is the one, and that it's going to end in a BFP, and it will break my heart if I let him down.

Three more days to go until it's confirmed either way I guess.

Wishes xoxo

Wishes - honey it's so easy to get disheartened at this time but you cannot look at this as letting your DH down - you have enough pressure without taking on all that assumed guilt to. Buck up little camper.
Wavegirl - I test on Saturday (I need to wait until after exams or I will be a basket case)
Hugs
Delly

Well, I'm out. On to IVF#4...

I hope everyone else it blessed with BFP's... :goodluck:

Juniper76 & Infinity so sorry to hear about your BFNs :grouphug: Hope your doing ok and you have more luck next time xo

:goodluck: to everyone else still waiting

thanks to everyone who has sent their well wishes.

Best of Luck to all those testing today.

Saph, I just wanted to wish you all the best with your follow up BT tomorrow, I hope your levels have risen nicely, praying this is the one for you. xx

Infinity, my thoughts are with you. Big hugs :hug:

GL to everyone else xx

:clap: oooohhhhhh this is very exciting im watching a couple of you rite now waiting for levels to rise and bt results how exciting im crossing everything for you girls waiting
to you whom have not been so lucky hang in there please girls stay strong you will get your foreva bubs very soon .

So very sorry Juniper - sending you comfort and love may you be back here soon for a BFP

Infinity and Juniper - I am so so sorry girls...it's so hard.. :grouphug:

Hi Everyone. Im still in shock. I feel like today has all been a dream. I finally got my first ever BFP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It started with me driving an hour to where i had to get my blood test. Went to get my lab request form out of my bag, and i had left it at home. ****! Drove to the nearest suburban ivf clinic, told the girl i had left my form at home. Thankfully the nurse was happy to take my blood and told me she would call me in the afternoon.
I spent the rest of the day in frozen, waiting, horror.
When the nurse called to say that i was pregnant, you could have knocked me down with a feather. I was visiting my dying grandmother and my mum was there and it was the best feeling EVER! Hopefully my gran will take that memory with her.
My early pregnancy signs - BAD period pain, i swore that it was coming any second. Only it lasted for about a week, the last 7 days of my wait. I couldn't tell the difference between the two and still can't. No spotting.
I had a couple of stabbing pains from about 7 days? Thougt it might be pregnyl. Boobs not overly sore and not much different to before i get af. The one difference in hindsight was a couple of period cramps that i thought i was feeling, were a little bit higher than i was used to. I also has a couple of brief fluttery sensations. But this only happened a couple of times. Not enough to convince me i was pregnant.
Good luck to you all still on the two week wait.

Juniper i'm soooo sorry. My thoughts were with you today. Look after yourself and hang in there. It will happen for you soon too. I was honestly feeling as though maybe it wasn't ever going to happen for me, and it has. Take care xoxoxoxo

This prayer goes ou to the overseer of wishes and baby granters.

Please, I am a good person, let this be my time. I have had so many loses in my life please dont let me cope through another one. Is this my time.

Sorry a bit beside myself with worry at the moment. I know there is nothing I can do to make it go my way but this is killing me. I think I might go an have a nice relaxing shower. I need to calm down a bit.

Wave girl well done on the BFP.

Ladies,

Thinking of you all, for different reasons obviously.

Wavegirl - so happy for you! It was nice to see a bit of good news today! Wish you all the very best for a H&HP.

Infinity, Juniper - I'm sorry for your bad news in the past few days. I hope you're doing okay, remember that we're here for you and thinking of you.

Saph - All the best for tomorrow, :crossfingers: for you.

Wishes - It's too early to get down-hearted! Just look at Wavegirl's symptoms leading up to her BFP! It ain't over till the fat aunty arrives. And, there's plenty of women who get BFPs without any symptoms, and others that think for weeks that AF will arrive and it doesn't! Good luck for Friday.

AFM - A bit better today. Managed to get through a full day of work without too much melancholy about TWW. I know the positive feelings are dissapating, but making way for some more realistic ones - not pessimistic, just allowing myself to try and feel 'okay' if it's a BFN. It obviously won't be okay, but I really can't handle getting my hopes up only to have them dashed. It's so emotionally and phyiscally exhausting. I've been feeling like bursting into tears in frustration, or anticipation of a BFN, but trying not to think about it too much and work being so busy is at least helping that.

2750 words to go on my essay. I should really turn off my internet modem and get back to it.

Thinking of you all. :grouphug:

Wavegirl - That is just great news and I am so happy to see a BFP on the board!
Saph - Honey I hear you and I hope your prayer gets answered, try and get some sleep tonight darling.
Seph - It's too early to let go of the positive feelings - everyone feels different.

AFM - watching telly - studied all day until I could barely make sense of anything. Best of luck and goodnight TWwers!
Hugs
Delly

Wavegirl, congratulations! :hooray: I would have been a wreck after forgetting the form.

Saph, FX for tomorrow's test. I hope your prayers are answered. :pray:

Hi everyone,

New thread time! Here