Hi Bel,
Glad to hear you are relaxing, what a day for it. I am at John Flynn with Dr Dutt, what about you? I have heard that he can be a bit conservative, but seems happy to transfer 2embies for me, and I feel good about him. He has been listening and changes/tweeks my protocol each time round (gosh it feels like trial and error sometimes) so I am hoping this will be the right one.

I am being positive with you to, this month is the month, no doubt about it!!

But just for arguments sake, isn't it really up to you what happens with your frostie blastie? There should be no reason that you can't go on to a stim cycle next cycle and leave your frostie there for future. Why do you have to use the frostie first, especially if there are chances of a cancelled cycle. How frustrating. I know what it feels like to just want your best chance every try.

I agree, this endless counting down hours/days is so hard. And I know what you mean re hoping for the best but preparing for the worst. I guess we just have to have faith that it will be our turn, soon, next month if not this month.

But, I know it is this month for you!
Stay positive, fingers crossed, xx