Well, if I can hold off until Thursday POS, I would be proud of myself ...I have jam packed my schedule for this week, lunch/dinner etc to keep my mind off thing but its not working...

I don't know where all the expectation are coming from (I usually consider myself are pretty cool of handling this but maybe I kind of did whatever I can this cycle, herbs, AP, my girl friends even gave me a parsley plant (yeah, call me crazy) over the weekend (good old wives' tale)....I think I have already set myself up for a failure in some way. Well, if this one doesn't work out, I have decided to go for ICSI rather than IVF next cycle...

Anyway, thanks for listening and I feel better of letting it out...