Awww MC.... Come here...

I don't know what to tell you but I want you to know that I'm here to cheer you up in any way that I can. How are you feeling today? Are you much improved? What is going on inside your head? Have you forgiven yourself and are you looking forward to the end of the week? Not long to go now. Does it make you feel better that Marcellus has had the same symptoms as you (and loads of other women too) and had a +ve BT? Will it make you feel better / more at ease if you read some +ve stories from the net?

My symptoms have gone away almost completely. And that started doing my head in on Friday evening. But then I realised that I'm not the one in control of this and as you say, que sera, sera.

Not that any of what I've just said will offer you the slightest bit of optimism. I am hoping that you might at least be able to quell those feelings that are bringing you undone. Sweet thing, it (your down and out feelings) may well be for nothing. You might very well be wasting your energy. I understand why you're thinking more on the -ve side as I do the same thing as a method of self preservation. I just wish I could help you to be cheery. Oh, and don't think that I'm not beyond organising for you to be forcefully restrained if need be!

If any of you other ladies out there have words of wisdom or support for the three of us in here, we'd sure love to hear them!

FGS, how you doin'? I hope that in our drug induced nuttiness, we haven't scared you off....

MF xx