Hey everyone and happy new year! I am so glad to have that monkey off our backs and now we have that full year ahead of us to go easy and take the pressure down.

Adele, I was really hoping for you but so sorry to see it wasn't to be this time. You have a strong and positive outlook so I'm hoping that will get you through until you are okay to make new plans. You've been through more than I can imagine so take it easy on yourself.

21&ttc,good on you for getting in there with all the questions, sorry, I'm no help but wish you the best and look forward to seeing you in the thread after your FS schedules you.

AFM, arrrghhh! I'm doing the half-hoping/fully hoping, trying not to hold any hope at all but wishing the days would pass while trying to hang onto my sanity.!! So as you know i'm on a natural cycle, there's a greater chance that a pig will fly past my window and here I am on CD33 knowing full well it won't happen...oh but could it....? I'm a clockwork precision day 30 day girl, but I'm sure O day was late this month so I should expect late AF too. don't you just hate this bit? So dumb, I have no symptoms of AF, which I always have and nothing to indicate pg either. I'm allowing myself to have some real hope if I get to day 35 and no AF. I've never gone past 34 days in a cycle. sorry for the rant...been holding out and journal writing but still needed to share. I don't even know why i care so much right now, I guess i just dont really want to go back to IVF knowing its the only hope.