LTTTC Two Week Wait - Feb/Mar 2009

[sammiejam]

Thank god - not ectopic.

As expected, BFN.

Oh well, will start again in a month. Thanks everyone for your kind words and support.

Hugs

Sammie

[Loula]

Ok brain has been all over the place for the last couple of days so im sorry if i miss anyone!

Dusty! my true Mrs T, wishing you much success with your natural TWW, EWCM is sounding great without me being too ooooOOOooooooO TMI! LOL, i too am loving the ap at the moment! GL hun x

WLAB - Praying for you too with a natural sticky one! I have know a few ladies on here so never say never! fingers crossed for you hun.

CP - once again hun sorry to read your news, sending you my support with your FS appointment. hoping to see you back here when ready.

Sammie - sorry your feeling like this, the emotions of a women on IVF no one will ever know until they are there. here if you need to vent.

Murph - woohoo on TF everything sounding so positive for you 2nd march cant come soon enough - will you cave and POAS?

Sazz - so lovely to see you in here again (in a funny kinda way) hoping today's POAS is wrong and that your fluid intact has something to do with that result. GL with your BT

Molly - TWW buddie! Congrats on TF. GL with BT on 2nd you are sharing dates with Murph!

AFM! Today i was feeling so negative about everything to do with this tf and have been in the coming weeks, FS had planned to thaw my day 2 and grow to day 3 as i have one more day 3 and was going to put them in together, but sadly the day 2 did not survive, not that i thought it would! I have never had any sucess with this batch and was hoping that my FS would grow the day 3 to blastie as i still have 8 blasties in the cold store, but no. So only one embie for me this cycle, but like i said to the nurse, i will be so happy if just one takes! BT is not till the 5th as it is a day 3 although the FS said it was starting to change into a blastie while in the lab.

came home to get some rest this afternoon and have not stopped if it wasnt the phone ringing it was the door bell! shhesh! still i would be loking forward to my layin tomorrow but i have to do my pessarie!

Oh and after usingthe out of date pessaries my P4 BT came back fine! then tonight i wnt and used an out of date clexane injection!!! what am i doing?

Still ending the day with a wonderful surprise and positive note! I got a RAK!!!still in shock! but feeling very loved at the moment which is a lovely feeling to have. So a big thank you! work will be busy next week, what will be will be!

[sazzafrazz]

Sammie, thank goodness you are ok woman!!!! No wonder you were freaking you poor thing. So sorry to hear the official results but very relieved to hear it wasnt an ectopic! Wonder why the funny bleeding then? Just the drugs I s'pose. Hugs lovely. Take care of yourself in the next few days.

Loula, Good luck with your TWW, Sending you lots of lovely sticky, snuggly thoughts. WTG embie on your fantastic growing in the lab before transfer!!! You got a good one there Loula It is nice, kind of, if you KWIM, to find names I know here. Although not nice for you me thinks.

Mollygirl, good luck with your 10day wait. It does still feel like TWW though doesnt it even though it is slightly shorter? Hope your bubs are hanging on tight!!! Sending sticky vibes your way.

Me: I still feel the same. Very nauseas and hot flushes all arvo and horrible cramping STILL. I really dont know what to think... only about 18hours of torment left.

Hope everyone has a good weekend, if at all possible!

[dusty]

SJ I am sorry hun. But I am glad that it isn't eptopic. What a ride for you sweetie

Sazz, ignore those evil POAS. I had 3 BFNs the three days leading up to my BT (didn't bother on BT day) and I was UTD on BT. Your signs look good and strong. Fingers crossed you are out of here hun!

Loula, yippppeee!!! You made it here. How fabulous. Go your embie go!

Mollygirl, welcome back hun. Time to move you out of here too. Snuggle in your little ones for the big count.

Kitty and WLAB hope you are going well my natural cycle buds.

Murph, how you going hun?

Hello to everyone I may have missed.

No news here, but trucking along very happily. Had a funny thing happen yesterday morning though. Got up, went to the loo in a groggy sleepy state, wiped myself with toilet paper, looked down and saw this dark colour against the white paper. My brain clicks in and says ' OMG its implantation spotting!!!" then I look again, and it is just my finger that has broken through the paper staring back up at me! Oh if only wishful thinking could get us all UTD!

[JBM]

wlb: good luck for tww
cuddlepie: we do care heaps about you. xxoo
samie: good to keep positive, so glad wasn't ectopic, keep moving forward. x
murph: counting down to 2nd march, not long to go now.

kittycat: hoping natural cycle is it for you.
dusty: hope these herbs do the trick for you. had to laugh at the loo paper thing, so funny.lol

sazz:those poas tests really do do your head in, i hate them, hope for a good result for you.
mollygirl: hoping those 2 embies are snuggling in .
loula: only takes one, good luck to you.

afm: well as i said i've got a scan booked for mon morn, my cycles have been a bit random since last fet, i am usually day 28 or 29 every month, but since fet in dec when i had to use pregnyl for first time, i had 31 days, 31 days now 23 days, so they doing an early scan and then hopefully my FET should be very early in march.
i will be keeping busy with school 2 days a week plus working 2 x 5 hr shifts and life in general too. once i know FET date i'll see if i can do another acupuncture, which btw i do every month anyway for relaxation.
got fingers crossed as this is our last frozen bub.
praying so hard for a bfp.

[mollygirl1977]

Loula - like everyone else has said - it does only take 1 and i am so positive that it is going to work for both of us this time. I even told my FS whilst in the middle of doing my transfer about how we were both having our 9th transfer on the same day as each other!!! has to mean something!!!!

Murph - I hear we are BT day buddies - It will be positive because that will make 3 and we all know things happen in 3's - you, me and Loula!

AFM - well i spent all of last night trying to feel that supposed "implantation feeling" i have to say that in all honesty i felt absolutely nothing. Things have been very very calm in my uteris since the transfer - not so much as the slightest twinge. Lets hope thats a good thing. If anyone out there who has been pregnant before felt nothing really going on inside at this early stage please let me know!!!

[Lianne1]

Hi everyone, I hope you don't mind me joining this thread. I am new to belly belly and I am currently in 3 days into my 2WW. I had my FET done on Wed and my 2WW ends on the 4th of March, feels like it is going to be a long time.

Last year we did 2 cycles of medicated tracking, 3 IUI's and 1 cancelled ICSI cycle (because I over stimulated) this is our first FET cycle and we're hoping for the best.

I hope you don't mind me tagging along for the ride with the rest of you

Lianne

[Murph01]

Hey girls,
I suspect you might know a bit more about where I am than I do. I'm ignoring any and all symptoms and I'm not gonna POAS. Does my head in! I know the date of my test but that's all. I feel happy being PUPO but I'm not thinking too much about it, staying busy, looking for work. preparing for uni again and just getting my head out of it. You might know I tend towards being obsessive and it's not healthy for me or DH or the wee ones! So I'm cruising, chilling and actually feeling fine. I'm having ap tomorrow too.

One symptom I can't ignore though is the side effects of my Ralovera (anyone else taking those??). I have had to pull over the car and take roadside naps on my way back from Cairns (quite scary). I been bombing everyday with huge sleeps and so tired at night still. It's not for much longer but I will see my F.S cos I'm susceptible to lots of meds.

Good luck for the trifector - Mollygirl, Loula and Murph on the 2nd! And to everyone else of course.

SammieJam, so glad to hear not ectopic but not great news overall. Hope you're on the horse again in no time.

Everyone else, good luck and hang in there. I'm thinking of each of you although I haven't mentioned you all and thanks for thinking of me and my embies.

P.S Kitty cat - no not blasties at transfer, still morula as they explained (i think blastie is like 100 cells and hopefully my embies are getting towards that now)

Murph xo.

[sazzafrazz]

Hi gang.

Got my phone call today while I was at tennis. Luckily I could find a quiet spot to talk.

As I suspected I was UTD a few days ago but now am not. My levels are already down to 9 and they regard over 75 as viable so my little one died a few days ago. The really hard thing is I was still having nausea and tingly bb up till lunchtime today but all the cramping finished yesterday so I suspected it wasnt good news. Just waiting for AF now and dreading her.

I am a bit down but not out of hope as we have 1snowbub left. I just pray that it thaws ok. Not sure when we will thaw him/her yet as we havent got our medicare back from this one yet.

Hope everyone elses is having a better weekend

Sazz

[dusty]

Oh Sazz I am sorry hun. That is hard news to find out. xx

[sammiejam]

((((((((((((((Sazz))))))))))))))

Awww hon, I am so so so sorry. I am struggling tonight also. My bb's are sore and I am cramping like mad. I also made fatal mistake of weighing myself tonight. BAD MOVE. I have gained 7kg in the the last 3 months Its the bloody icing on the cake really.
You and I are in the same boat. I have one frostybaby and we are waiting to see how much we get back on medicare before we can do anything about FET.

*sigh*

This wild ride sure isnt for the faint hearted...

Hugs everyone,

Sammie

[Loula]

thinking of you today Sazz,

[mollygirl1977]

AAAAHHHH!!!!! I am going crazy already. I am finding it impossible to think of anything other than "was that a twinge" " was that a cramp" "ooh that pain felt a little different" "that was definately on the right side"...........HELP!

[kittycat27]

hi everyone,

sorry for no personals.
i am out this month. AF came yesterday with full force (cd24)
was really confident this month as i was having weird breast feelings.
but i am now putting it down to all the hormone balancers and vitex i am taking. Bugger!!
anyway's, goodluck to you all and will see you again in 2 weeks time, for another TWW!!!

hugs and tonnes of BABY Dust for you all!!

[dusty]

Kitty, I am sorry cycle buddy. Is that normal for you to get AF on CD24? See you back here soon.

Mollygirl, it can drive us crazy hey! I have learned that our bodies have things going on all the time but during the TWW our senses are heightened to them and then our mind takes over with the over analysing. Perhaps you can record it all in a journal at least to get it out of your head, and then when you know the outcome you can come back and see what you were experiencing at any one time. I find that works for me sometimes.

[mollygirl1977]

Thanks Dusty - I have to admit I actually told my best friend earlier this week, prior to my transfer, that if i was to mention anything about feeling AF symptoms or dull aches or anything along those lines, to slap me because in the week leading up to my transfer i would have sworn on my life that AF was coming because of the cramping and aches i was feeling. Now obviously that was impossible but it just goes to show that even whan we think we "know" our body's pains and signs, that there is activity going on inside all the time and you are definately right about the overanalysing of everything during the TWW.

Now.... if only i could take my own advice....lol

[Loula]

Thanks Dusty - I have to admit I actually told my best friend earlier this week, prior to my transfer, that if i was to mention anything about feeling AF symptoms or dull aches or anything along those lines, to slap me because in the week leading up to my transfer i would have sworn on my life that AF was coming because of the cramping and aches i was feeling. Now obviously that was impossible but it just goes to show that even whan we think we "know" our body's pains and signs, that there is activity going on inside all the time and you are definately right about the overanalysing of everything during the TWW.

Now.... if only i could take my own advice....lol

DITTO! i was sure af was on her way the days before my TF, this is freaky! are you reading my mind molly?

[mollygirl1977]

Loula - it is starting to freak me out a little too! Please please please let it be our turn!!!