i just love the "ignore al symptoms" mantra. the thread should be retitled that! lol.
good luck babydreamtime - keep those +ve thoughts... hold onto them even in the horrid 2nd week.
AFM: still no AF. rang the clinic and they said it that the stim cycle has mucked up my cycle timing and i was to have a bt this morning... but if i got af not to go for the bt. so of course i got some spotting yesterday arvo and a small amount of discolouration this morn (sorry tmi) so thought af had arrived and didn't go for bt....
and murphy's law - i've had nothing since. so like a dufus made DH ring the clinic and going back in on saturday morn for bt (if af doesn't arrive). had some stabbing pains in my belly so not sure if AF is trying to annouce herself or whats going on.... still very confused. am going to do another POAS tomorrow morn but if AF doesn't arrive and it's still -ve the clinic still wants to run tests as the nurse said i could still be pg.
i know i'm not UTD, as that would be too lucky and i'm just not lucky on the baby front, so i really just want the stupid AF to arrive so i can do my FET!!! bbrrrhhh
sorry for the rant. i am just feeling like this is so unfair. such a blow... don't we already have to go through enough emotional ****e without having our hopes raised and crushed like this on a natural cycle... crying now. must go and get sympathy from my darling, wonderful hubby.
Oh Grub, don't apologise for the rant. Who else, but us really know what you're going through. You are just expressing all those feelings that get bottled up and at some stage we all go through them. Even if we don't experience the same thing, it helps to see that we all have our ups and downs. I have just gone through very similar and at the time, it seems like a really bad thing, but you get through it. I know you say that lucky things don't happen to you, but they can happen to anyone, anytime. Don't lose hope, it's just a hard time right now. I found the thing about wanting AF to just arrive is kind of just a control thing to put you out of that misery of hoping too hard and then getting disappointed.
Your AF is really off track and I know it is so hard not to hope but I hope you have some answers soon and can either deal with the disappointment or celebrate. Either way, the hardest part is being in limbo.
Take care.
Thanks to all the girls who got me through my extended tww. I'm calm and collected again and detoxing the caffeine and sugar from my system. They're sturdy little buddies in a crisis but you don't want to wear them out.
Kittycat - you made me laugh with t he comment about the 50 pack of OPK. that really was an embarrassing confession of mine Lucky it's just our little secret hey
BDT- welcome to you and your precious cargo and goodluck!
Everyone else, hope you are traveling okay and lots of luck for the Jan/Feb BFPs.
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Lucky it's just our little secret hey
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