Morning everyone,

Well so far so good, no sign of AF yet rearing her head but I don't think I know my body anymore...

Lyra ... I don't really know what to say, I know what you mean, some staff are really detached where I go too but my embryologist was awesome, she was so excited and the doctor that did my Et as well but the other staff were just there if that makes sence. I would be awful in that job cause I would get so attachyed to everyone I meet. I did ambulance work for 6 years and only resigned last year because it was getting harder not to personaise jobs.

Wishing baby ... I know I shouldn't but I just want to know, People really underestimate the TWW. I didn't think it would be this bad but I was soooooo wrong. I just want a Pos HPT or AF, at least then I would know. At least I could prepare for whats ahead either way.

Babysteps ... So sorry for your BFN just keep positive and look towards the future.

Everyone else welcome and lots of and hugs and kisses.