LTTTC Two Week Wait June - Aug 09

[MsPink]

Wavegirl - big congratulations...

Dellydoo - you are too funny - ditch the temping will you please...when is your testing day?? Please put me out of my misery..

[saph204]

Well not looking good for me Hcg only went to 47 so looks like this will be our first angle baby. They want to do more bloods on friday to see if maybe its a little slow to get going but they are not optimistic.

Left work in floods of tears, I hate that everyone at work knows and that they where hoping this was our time. It makes it hard to fall apart in private with everyone asking hows it going.

I should feel extremely lucky because I have DS and all I want right now is to get him from daycare and cuddle him for ever but I can stop crying to go and get him.

Sorry for teary/selfish post as I know many of you have been here before, this is a million times worse than getting a BFN.

[barney]

oh saph im sorry hunny but hang in there cause if i remember correctly one of the well known girls on here started with a very low hcg and has just given birth to a beautiful baby girl .
thinking of you sweety xxoo

[dellydoo]

Ms Pink - sorry sugar - I test on Saturday I have an exam at 8am and will do so after - I think it would be a disaster either way if I did it beforehand (I don't think they accept updating BB as a reason to miss an exam!)
Saph - I am so so very sorry. I had an experience like that over Christmas and they called it a chemical pregnancy. My FS said to be encouraged as people who get chemical pregnancies get pg. I hope it's not the case for you and you just have a bit of a slow starter. Much love
Wishes - any updates???
Seph - you OK?? Essay finished

AFM - just had a hot shower and am now worried it was too hot. Been studying all day and if I look at another book tonight I will go mad (er).
Love to all
Delly

[dusty]

this is a million times worse than getting a BFN.

I know hun I know, it is incredibly hard. I am so sorry this isn't looking very promising for you right now. Thinking of you xx

[mummy2chloe]

saph204- i am so so sorry that this is happening, i have been thinking about you all day ( posted in the paltttc thread asking how you went) i hope and pray that numbers rise on friday!! in the mean time if there is anything i can do please let me know.
take care hun xxx

[saph204]

Thanks everyone. I have had my cry. A little homonal and to top it of had to deal with children at work who believe that it is all there fault that there parents are fighting and that it would have been better if he wasn't born at all. it took all my effort not to cry with him and hand him over to our deputy who is a big burly man but he can through and was there to comfort him. Some people dont deserve to be parents.

Anyway we all move forward. This is a positive at least we know that it is possible for us and as it happens I have an appointment with FS to review treatment tomorrow. I am going to stand my ground I want to move on to IVF as i am over this hit and miss of IUI. I guess there is a silver linning in every cloud. If we hadnt had this we would have been in limbo weather to start a new cycle at the beginning of week before review. Now I guess we can start afresh from now on.

[mrzbaby]

Hi everyone,
well I am in my TWW and my DH and I are really things go our way this cycle.
We had a stim IUI
Going to try and not do a POAS test until AFTER my A/F is due :OMG: see how I go
Em

[mitf]

Saph, so sorry to hear that your levels aren't rising. Praying that things improve for you before Friday.... also, good luck with your FS tomorrow. I met with my FS this arvo and we too have decided its time to move forward with IVF.

[Persephone1]

Saph -thinking of you. Such a result is so devastating and frustrating, but hopeful at the same time. And 'Almost BFP' is such a ***t result. Let the tears come, they hurt but it can help. All the best in the next few days. Thinking of you.

Sorry girls, I'm in trouble with DH for being online too much, so no more personals.

AFM - just some extra crampy feelings which I'm guessing (?) is implantation. Lordy I hope so. Had a baaaad day starting with a parking ticket outside my house, and it just didn't let up. Have also decided that I really have absolutely no respect for my boss, who is a soft ***k and is scared of me - me! I'm half his age and I could do his job better than he can.

And still have 2500 words to go on my essay...spent too much time on BB last night.

I'll update when I have something other than vague stupid TWW cramps...

All the best everyone.

Seph

[dellydoo]

Seph - hope your week gets significantly better honey. take care
Delly