Hi Possums,
if you read my post, you'll see I just joined but I've been reading for a while, sometimes with adrenaline through the night following everyones journeys. I'm sorry I just realised what that emoticon with angel was when I saw your mood was sad. My husband, looking over my shoulder one time debated it could be anything bad as it looked so happy. Now i see your 8 week angel and i understand. I feel really sad for you. Words don't do a lot to heal but knowing people care, like the ones on this site must help you to feel that you're not alone. I hope you don't feel alone this week although it will be undoubtedly tough.

Be patient with yourself and allow time to heal. I'm sure many will be thinking of you and wishing you well.