LTTTC Two Week Wait - Sept to Oct

**LondonMiss** · September 23rd, 2009, 06:20 PM

I'm going out with the girls tonight (on a school night!!!! I'm so excited which just shows you how often I go out.....) and will have a glass of exceedingly provisional celebratory champagne for you Seph

Got to get a couple in before IUI on saturday....

**LondonMiss** · September 23rd, 2009, 06:22 PM

wish that made me sound slightly less like an alcoholic...

**Persephone1** · September 23rd, 2009, 07:39 PM

You Girls are lovely, thank you for all your kind thoughts.

Doing okay. I walked around with the HPT in my pocket all day and kept checking that the second line hadn't disappeared. If anything I've become more convinced that it's a second line, not just a blur.

(.)(.) area bit sore still, not terrible, just noticeable. Nausea is a bit odd - it comes between breakfast and lunch, when I can feel my tummy is empty, so it's hard to work out whether it's just hunger pains or nausea. NO SPOTTING TODAY! In all my IVF records that I've kept, the only time I didn't have spotting by 12dpo was in April when I had a chemical pregnancy - and even that pregnancy never registered on a HPT - I only knew about it because of my BT.

Saw my acupuncturist this evening, which was lovely as always. Hoping it's helped to keep this one (two?) in there.

So...I find myself wondering what it might be like to BE pregnant, rather than just TRYING to get pregnant. It's a very odd feeling, especially as we've never got to this point before. I'm also a bit confused about how I think of this - is a singleton in there? Or did both of them make it? My brain is truly like cotton wool at the moment.

Will come back in on Friday to report on my 14dpo HPT.

that this is a sticky one/two!

Seph

**airline** · September 23rd, 2009, 11:58 PM

OMG to echo others responses...it's all sounding perfect!! I can only imagine how you must be feeling...the one? or two? on top of everything else....wow!!! we're all hanging out so let us know when you can/feel up to sharing any news.

**wishes** · September 24th, 2009, 12:38 PM

Seph - OMG I am getting so excited for you. I've been keeping an eye on your progress and everything so far is sounding really positive. I have absolutely everything crossed for you that this is your turn for a BFP. I can't wait to hear about your HPT results tomorrow and I will continue to hope and pray that you get your long-awaited BFP on Monday. Good luck.

Wishes xoxo

**Miss.B** · September 24th, 2009, 12:47 PM

Seph, when I have an empty stomach I feel heaps more nauseaus than when I have something in my stomach. They say when you have m/s to have plenty of frequent small meals so there is always something in you belly to stop you from being sick. So that sounds promising hun! I just can't wait for tomorrow!!! When I got my faint line on the HPT, I kept doing the test for the next 3 days and the line was initially coming up quicker (but not darker) and eventually the line not only came up quickly but darker AND ahead of the control line!!! What the?????!!!! Anyhow, you have heaps more will power than me, ha ha, I really hope and pray two of the blasties latched on!!!! Thinking of you hun xx

**tantee** · September 24th, 2009, 01:15 PM

OK, I have just combed the house (like an addict) looking for any left over HPT's but came up empty. I am sooooo wanting to POAS and don't know how much longer I can wait until Monday's BT. Somebody stop me! I am too scared to even go and do the groceries in case a HPT falls into my trolley. It just feels like I can feel the tic of every second. I know you ladies can understand.
I feel I am going insane!!!!!!!!!!

**airline** · September 24th, 2009, 02:47 PM

oh tantee

I just had visions of a tasmanian devil cartoon character whirring around the house searching for the HPT!!!

I'm like a see-saw...one minute I'm gonna pee on stick, 5 minutes later...I'm strong and not...etc etc etc

**Persephone1** · September 24th, 2009, 08:19 PM

Seph, when I have an empty stomach I feel heaps more nauseaus than when I have something in my stomach. They say when you have m/s to have plenty of frequent small meals so there is always something in you belly to stop you from being sick. So that sounds promising hun! I just can't wait for tomorrow!!! When I got my faint line on the HPT, I kept doing the test for the next 3 days and the line was initially coming up quicker (but not darker) and eventually the line not only came up quickly but darker AND ahead of the control line!!! What the?????!!!! Anyhow, you have heaps more will power than me, ha ha, I really hope and pray two of the blasties latched on!!!! Thinking of you hun xx

Thanks Beata, that really helps. Unfortunately part of my work includes a few days a week where there's no room or time to snack during the morning. I took a packet of biscuits with me today and kept ducking away to eat a handful of them! Might have to plan to keep doing that (or will I?!?!).

I did another HPT this morning - two lines again, but then I freaked out because it seemed lighter compared to yesterday. But I'm now convinced that they're both equally as dark as each other. Beata, I was reeeeaaaalllly relieved to read that your HPTs didn't get darker in the first few days.

I am thinking of going for my BT tomorrow regardless of what the Clinic says - I can get the BT done at my local path lab, and once it's done they can't stop me getting the results! I have the day off from work.

I am so exhausted. DH wouldn't let me get out of dinner duties tonight, but he's got another think coming if this is going to continue!

Otherwise, feeling a bit crampy and have had some backpain. I'm also really nervous about where to from here - freaking out that this is all a dream and that it won't last...now that the TWW part is almost over, I appear to have another few anxious weeks before I'll be able to relax.

Tantee, thinking of you. I've got two HPTs left but I've run out before and gone mental looking for them. Can't believe you've lasted this long! All the best for the weekend...

Um...is there anyone else in their TWW in here? I know there's some others in the LTTTC threads but are you in here to? Sending lots of

to you all.

Seph

**Persephone1** · September 25th, 2009, 07:05 AM

Just quickly - there are definitely two lines today. The test line is still not as dark as the control line, but it came quicker than yesterday and is not faint - just a lighter shade to the test line.

I'm UTD!!! eek!

Going to get the BT done this morning and will post the results later.

for some good levels!

Seph