LTTTC Two Week Wait - Sept to Oct

**Krikkit** · September 10th, 2009, 02:21 PM

my mood swings are so bad, I dont want to live with me.

hahah--- this sounds like me! I was so angry last night I went to bed and didn't cook dinner - DH had to fend for himself.

**Bengal** · September 10th, 2009, 03:10 PM

Hi Girls

Hi Tracey - what LP support are you on ?

Krickett - My dh had to fend for himself last night as well - I am in Crank Mode -

Sharon - Congratulations on your bfp, wishing you all the best

Nix - Best of luck for tommorow's BT

Hi to everyone

AFM: I had my 5dpt P4 Blood Test today, because in previous cycles AF always arrives before BT, so we upped the anty on the LP supprt, and I asked for a Progesterone Test to see if my body was absorbing the crinone twice daily along with the 3 Pregnyl shots - day 3 - 6 & 9 . The nurse just rang to say it's 216 so that's good. I have heaps of progesterone floating around, now I just need to hear the same majic numbers this very day next week

7 more sleeps to go

**~Tracy~** · September 10th, 2009, 03:44 PM

Wouldloveabubba-Im on the crinone gel, only once a day tho, GL with your next week

**Nix76** · September 10th, 2009, 07:45 PM

Hey Girls,

No good news from me I'm afraid. It was a negative as I kind of thought it would be. Completely negative, nothing on the radar - never implanted

Was hard to take the news at work, nurse said she would know at 1.30pm and I asked her not to call til 3.30pm when she was ready to finish for the day. I still had so much to do from that point that I just went back to work, feeling numb, head still racing but didn't feel it enough to even cry.

She said that I have the choice of either waiting a month or going straight back into a natural FET cycle, but advised that I need to be aware that coming off a stim cycle your body can be a bit mucked up and we won't really know my cycle so well and know when I'm ovulating again. So what I gather is the only affect of that is that it will mean more BT's and US to find the exact time that I am ovulating so we then do an FET??

I said I was sure that we would go straight back as I don't want to have to wait any longer but said I would sleep on it and chat to DP.

Feeling sad, but not surprised, dissapointed and wish I knew WHY! But nurse said there is no particular reason - she said there is still a lot of luck involved and that it didn't mean it wasn't going to happen. She did say a negative on the first cycle is one of the hardest to take! I hope so - I don't want to feel like this again.

Anyway - good luck to the rest of you and thanks for your support. I hope I haven't broken the good vibes from Sharon's positive. Tracey - hang in there, hope all your feelings are for a good reason - and good luck for BT on Monday.

wouldluvvabub - good luck to you too.

I'll still be lurking around and look forward to seeing some more BFP's girls!! It give's me some hope and it's so nice to see!

**Doodlebug** · September 10th, 2009, 07:58 PM

Oh Nix76, so sorry to hear it wasn't your time this month.

The negative phonecall absolutely sucks! Hang in there, try have a relaxing night tonight with dh and re-focus for the morning. I found a big cry in a nice hot shower always helps.

**Nix76** · September 10th, 2009, 08:20 PM

Well, I've had 3 vodka's now and we are about to get in our spa. We just filled it up last weekend after winter! Have had a few tears already and I'm just lucky I have a fantastic man by my side who has cooked dinner and is looking after me & trying to keep me positive.

**wishes** · September 10th, 2009, 08:25 PM

Nix - So sorry hun. Big hugs to you

I know it is so hard to hear a negative result (whether it's your first cycle or not). Maybe think about a taking a break though. It could do your body good. Thinking of you.

Wishes xoxo

**~Tracy~** · September 10th, 2009, 09:27 PM

I posted in the other post, but want to offer you some ((hugs)) Im so sorry hun, I was so hopeful for you

**Coral73** · September 11th, 2009, 10:45 AM

Nix76 - So sorry to hear your news and big hugs to you

. It does hurt getting that call and it usually takes me almost a week before I am completely back to my bright self again and feeling positive about our next go

. Don't b too hard on yourself and have a good cry to get it out if your system (always made me feel better!)

for you for next time.

**Bengal** · September 11th, 2009, 11:27 AM

Nix ;

Im sorry hun, It never get's any easier, we just learn to gain strategies that help us cope, and keep going. You have lots of postives and your caring DH will help you get through. Thinking of you

**Krikkit** · September 11th, 2009, 12:46 PM

- Nix - sorry about your news.

**Loops12** · September 11th, 2009, 04:35 PM

Nix ~ once again so sorry hun

AFM ~ pretty sure Monday or even Sunday i'll be out of TWW with a BFN on my natural cycle. I have bad headaches which is usually a very big sign AF is on her way in a few days and she usually comes on a Sunday or Monday too.
Had FS appointment yestie and look like we will be hopefully doing 2nd round of IVF in December. Could have done Nov if I wanted to go to the city but I prefer my country Vic clinic and the nurses there are really great.

Also heard from my FS, that the Medicare safety net being capped or whatever will no longer be an issue and in fact we may be less out of pocket next year.
Here's hoping we all wont have to worry though - that we will get our BFP's before next year!!!

**GiggleMonkey** · September 11th, 2009, 04:36 PM

Hello ladies,

I had my BT today and FS rang just after lunch to tell me it's a.......

I still can't believe it. Don't think it will really sink in for a little while yet.

One other good thing is I can stop using the crinone gel

I will pop back in over the weekend to do some persies. I am still at work and trying to concentrate on what I need to get done before I leave this arvo.