Hey Lydia (love your name by the way - it's one of my favourites!!)

Don't know that I can offer any advice, but you are definitely NOT too young...I think it a real mistake to tell women they are too young for kids - because women wait, and then when they are older they can have all sorts of difficulties (with less time to sort them out...!!).

I really hope you get some answers and become the mother you so want to be. It isn't fair sometimes, and it is very hard to see other people with their children (particularly if they don't treat them well).

We've had two cycles with not much luck and we are looking into international adoption as well. The best advice I could give you is reach out for support whenever you need it - if your clinic has counsellors go and see them even if you don't think you need it. I didn't think I did, but when I went I found myself crying and really working through some feelings I didn't think I even had!!

Anyway - that's enough rambling from me...big to you and keep in touch!