hello all,

I havent posted in here before, I didnt even notice this until a couple of days ago.
I have been in what I thought was a brilliant TTW with symptoms galore and I thought I must have O'd really well looking at my chart and other indicators. I've had acupuncture, herbs and yoga, thought this might just be a great month for us, I am a couple of days from testing.
However, I had my Progesterone test on friday and the results came back bad. Apparently only 12, I either didn't O or O'd "badly". I am so devastated!!! I wonder now if this has been a problem all along, though I've had two internal U/S showing I did O those cycles. I am so confused, my charts are perfect, I think?
I've had such a yuk day now and cried my eyes out, luckily DH & I had tha day off today so he has looked after me. I just wonder why no one offered this test to me 6 months ago?
There is a chance my levels were low due to me O-ing later than FF says but i am not sure how low 12 is, is it really bad or could it jump up within a couple of days if it was done too early?
TTc has really taken it's toll on me, I'm prone to worrying and have been quite scared I wont get pregnant after waiting til my late 30's to start (not my fault).

Anyway, thats kind of my intro for anyone interested, sorry to go on. Maybe someone will know what I'm on about. You think you know your body and whamo, you just don't.

Looks like I'll be going in for a LAP next month sometime and hope there'll be some answers then, youchhh!
Thanks for listening,, gotta rush. check in later, sassba32