Welcome! And here are lots of for your lovely little embie.

Everything that you are feeling is perfectly natural. Goodness knows I have felt most of those emotions myself. I do think that having someone to speak to is a great thing, particularly someone who is not emotionally involved (like a counsellor). Do they offer that service at your clinic? I know at Melbourne IVF it is compulsory before you start and then the service is free. It would be worth checking with your clinis.

I wouldn't stress too much about the caffeine, the research on that is still not conclusive. I believe that they say that a cup of coffee a day is fine anyhow.

Well again I wish you a warm welcome and hope that this cycle will bring you a BFP (Big Fat Positive). Try this link for common abbreviations:
https://www.bellybelly.com.au/forums...onception.html

Janie