hi every1 im 44 just had my first attemt at ivf, and had no response to puregon 300 dose then increased 450 last 4 days, no follicles, and in a state of shock.... speacialist was not expecting no response either due to history and profile.

I had a misscarriage 2years ago,
eptopic 7years ago, with 1 tube removal,
1fulltime live pregnancy 26 years ago with a much loved son, womb is healthy and have 1minor fibroid.

The suggestion is i try again in 3 months without shut of drugs, going straight to the max dose ot 450 puregon.

Hormone anyalasis was normal!!
looks like my eggs randomly appear, or im going into pre meno my thoughts!

Feel doc is been non commital, and i feel egg donation is probally only realistic way forward, then the cost and thought is mind blowing.

Even if puregon gets a reaction next time are eggs even going to be good enough quality?

Any help or thoughts from anyone,
and what about egg donation, cost, time, matchup anyone had experience and luck....

aargh...

The thought of never having another child takes something from me and my husband that cant be replaced by anything life has to offer.

Im also supporting a friend through her next 3rd and last ivf cycle, after 1 miscarriage and 1 negative result.

im finding it difficult ,i wish the best for her with my heart and soul but i know i will be also sad inside for myself, and it makes me feel like a bad person.

XX