Sometimes I really wonder if I'm being punished for something I have done in the past. Nothing seems to go our way in the last 15 months.

I believe in fate, that things happen for a reason, even if we can't see the reasoning in things at the time, but bloody hell, al the $hit that we have been through lately.

WHAT HAVE I EVER DONE WRONG TO ANYBODY?

I live my life by treating people how I would like to be treated.

No, I'm not in a down mood, that was yesterday, today I'm just thinking, why can't anything go our way, just for once.

For a start a baby would be nice, just a little one, nothing flash, just a healthy, happy bub. If that can't happen (I'm really doubting it), a job, nothing flash, just a job that I'm happy to go to each day and get paid.

I feel like I'm being pushed down a path, that I can't see where I'm going, and I don't like it.

It would be nice to know where and what I'm supposed to be doing in my life.

Ann