Lil_Chookie, I am sorry you are having such a tough run this time with the Syneral.
My sister who was just recently on syneral had a pretty tough time too, worse than her last cycle. She felt incredibly better once she started on the stims though as it balances out your hormones (or so I believe).

It would be worth chatting to your FS if you ever need to down reg again and ask about Lucrin, which a lot of us find less symptomatic and easier (a small painless jab). Also there are Antagonist cycles where you don't need to use either.

I hope you are doing ok, and vent away about how crap Syneral can be if it helps.

xx