Thanks, Mel.

I'm really not doing well with regards to stress levels right now - I have images of my cycle being cancelled before it's even begun, and the whole idea of doing IVF now was to feel like we're finally doing something instead of sitting back and waiting some more until we can get DH's varicocele repair fixed which will be God knows when as his specialist appointment isn't until April.

I've got all sorts of questions in my head about drug interactions - I have a funny list of things I have to take, but the FS said they were all fine except one and I haven't had any of that one for weeks... or perhaps that I'm generally just too snotty and sniffly and too much of the synarel is contacting snot instead of nasal membranes (could this be why some doses hurt like hell and others I barely feel?) and thus not being absorbed. Sorry for the wonderful mental pictures there!

I keep thinking of it in terms of "what have I done wrong?", which is stupid. It's not my fault I'm not responding well to this, just like it's not my fault that I didn't respond to clomid, but do actually respond very well to one of my arthritis drugs so that I have to stay on a lower dose than normal of it.

Blargh! I'd feel a bit better if I was actually going to be able to speak to the FS tomorrow, but I suspect it will just be nurses and other clinic staff.

BW